Breathless

Pieces of my heart are missing you

2011-10-24T23:10:00.003+08:00

I should really be doing SS presentation coz its due tmr.
Christian, Claire and Jingqi!! :((((
oh wells, laughter x26353 during SS today thanks to them.
Still!!, I'm stuck with th presentation. Pfft.
Tonight can go burn midnight oil liao lo.

Read Winnie's blog and one section of her most recent post caught my eye.
Psss, go check it out if you're so curious.
It was a photo of taken for publicity of G96 with the below words quoted.

""learn the importance of team spirit"
"bond and build long lasting friendships"
#whatajoke.
we were once seen as the most bonded group of people in cchy. ha. see what has become of us. miss the old G96."

At first, the first two lines described us PERFECTLY. I swear.
So proud to tell everyone I'm from wushu, I'm part of Generation 96. :))) #nostalgia
We WERE the most bonded group, not clique. Truely best friends of heart and mind.
So what happened? What ever happened to us?
#whatajoke is correct. Now those two sentences seem so ridiculously laughable.
Look at us now, were we actually once that close? Wow.

Was it because of that day? Did we change? Or did just one of us change?
No one knows what really happened that led to today.
One specific event? Or a chain of events?
But right now, I do miss the old G96. :'(
Guess what, we can't rewind back to the past. So I guess we've got to live with the present.
And look into our future. I just really hope G96 has a part in my future. Maybe.

Ohwell, enough of all my sentimental shitz. I'm just a fool.
Wanted to elaborate on ytd baptism with nearly all of my beloved CG3. :)
And about today coz I had the greatest time just plainly talking with A. :)
But I saw Winnie's post. Eh, i'm not pointing fingers, no no.
Its just something thats been held in too long. And I've got to let go.

So don't let the external fool you for you know not the internal.
dory so cheem. LOLOL.
Enjoy tonight people. :)
shall go chiong ss, like i can but yeah. heheh.

Take off that mask of flesh and bone.

2011-10-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

I should most probably be sleeping now. LOLOL.
But my testimony....shitz.
Should I just do it tmr? O.0

Anyways, I really hope I can wake up in time for training tmr.
Coz I'm gonna be calling tonight. :)))
Oh yeah.
Alrights, nights people. :)

For the one that hates your guts.

2011-10-21T22:12:00.002+08:00

Haylo.
I've been away for a damn long time. :)
I bet no one realised coz no one comes here anyway lolol.
But yeah, highlights of the month.
1) End-of-year has ended. (pun intended)
2) I'm getting baptised this sunday. :)
3) Twentyone.

Oh well, results is never a good thing for me. Lousy much.
Usual A1s like POA and Lit. Sucky fails like nearly everything else.
Averages like english. Luckily SS and chinese ain't that bad.

Mummy and daddy must be SO disappointed.
I really really really need to do better.
Okay, lets not talk about it anymore. Depressing max.

Baptism is this sunday and i'm not done with my testimony!! :O
However sozo was something really new, with aunty carol.
I love how refreshing it was.
Looking at my own character, I sometimes wonder how confused I am even with my strong family background.

Kay its not that I'm bragging but of all my life, the thing I'm most proud of,
is my family or specifically my parents' relationship. :))))
I swear, in my entire 15 years I've never seen my parents quarrel in front of me and my sis. I swear with double pinky finger. :)
Maybe its behind closed doors but the most is you can hear the tension in their voice but they have never screamed or what at each other.
I look up to my parents both individually and together. :)
They've both got the wisdom and experience and
they seriously fit the saying, "Being a couple also means being best friends."
If I ever get married, I want my relationship to be just like theirs. :)

K, I think you just got sick and tired of reading bout my parents. LOLOL.
HEHEHE. But yeah, even with this kind of "perfect" family,
how can their eldest daughter be such a confused, immature, little kid?
I shall do my best to refrain from using words like screwed, and messed up etc.
Oh wells. Just wondering.

Aish tmr got 40 storey training. :x
Tired max and my entire body aches like hell from training ytd. :(
Should I go?
Obviously need go luh. lolol.
Alright, shall stop here.
If you're lucky, I might just post again in about...2 months time??
HAHAHA jkjk. k thnx bye.

Never good enough.

2011-08-27T22:43:00.002+08:00

Not good enough for my family.
Not good enough to be president.
Not good enough for my teachers.
Not good enough to be SC.
Not good enough in wushu.
Not good enough for my friends.
Not good enough for you.

Am I such a failure?

Reaching a fever pitch.

2011-08-27T21:41:00.002+08:00

Recently, I've been listening to people telling me stuff.
And to stuff that people say behind my back.
And guess what, I agree with you.
I would hate me too, I would think I'm such a bitch too.
LOL.
I can imagine people bitching about me and I'll be like,
"I know right, I think dory sucks too."
Haih. I know you and her and all of them won't read this but yeah.

I'll try to get my life back on track so I won't be such a disappointment anymore.
I'll try to go back to being the girl everyone always expected me to be.
I'll try my best to please you.
I'll try.

Hmmm, I always wondered what it'll be like to be a psychologist. :)
To detect self issues within people and know how they think.
I think its really cool but really creepy too.
Like for example, this person suffers from self-induced pressure and gradually loses the will to do well in life and leads on the serious stuff like depression blah blah blah.
And this other person can tell by looking at the person's behaviour, reactions, way of thinking.
Wanna know what I'm imagining?
That the 2 people are the same person. :O
So cool right? OMG. Okay lame.

That was just me thinking too much yeah. :)
But hey, I know I have problems okay.
Its not like I'm not aware of how sucky I am.
Hello? "I may look stupid but I'm not that stupid lah."
LOL, my dad's line. But okay, maybe I'm stupid. Hahaha.
But seriously, I know I have self issues. Alright, I shall go get psychological help. :)))

Haih. I think my most common thoughts can be summed up in 3 words.
Never. Good. Enough.
Really, I admit I have disappointed alot of people.
Damn i disappoint myself too la please.
But the way you said, really hurt me to know you too are disappointed.
But you're right, out of all the subjects, why your favourite? :(

Oh well. Shall just try my best. But hey, my best may not even be your average.

Cause I'm a little drunk.

2011-08-22T21:48:00.002+08:00

I might be gullible and naive at times.
I easily believe what people tell me.
I trust too quickly.
Sometimes it isn't a good thing.

But right now, I'm choosing to believe you.
I know I won't regret.

Happiness is the key. (21)

Fml. :/

2011-08-09T20:13:00.002+08:00

Fucked up feeling. Screw the entire world.

Drenched in vanilla twilight.

2011-07-19T23:36:00.002+08:00

Suddenly cannot upload photos again. Fish. -.-

okay just a short post cause I'm owing homework thats STILL undone.
LOLOL, okay not funny. :)))

Today's training was at first so pathetic.
Only me, Jiaqi and Joscelin plus sec ones. -.-
Omg, felt so empty without th rest of G96.... :(((
So thank goodness they came soon after their O's LC. :)
I know they're all gonna do well cause they're awesome people.

So had danxiang today. Taijiquan with Beining and Joscelin.
Managed to finish everything. So happy. :)))
Then came pt. I should really start to get used to it luh.
Anyway my muscles ache like crazy now. >.<
Happy happy thursday no training. :DDD

Oh yeah, thursday is RHD, racial harmony day. :)
Wearing wushu costume with my 10 sisters and th one guy. LOL.
Aaron is wearing pink, lalalala~ Chengyang wearing green.
And th rest of us wearing pink luh. :)
Okay we're gonna be like some huge blob of PINK in the canteen on thursday. :))

So thats it for now. Tummy hurts like mad. No mood for work.
And I'm messed up like shit. kay bye. ^^

Zombie come alive.

2011-07-16T19:02:00.004+08:00

OMG. I can finally upload photos!!! :DDDD
kay, just some overdued photos from YaYA Camp 2011.
Love Uniball to the max. Indian zichar <333

CCHY Band having concert right now at Vivo City. :(((
And here I am stuck at home as usual.
Well, I hope Christine Nazirul Vivien and all the band members all the best. :DD
And everyone who went, hope they had fun. :)

Well I really really really wanted to go but daddy said no when I asked.
And the situation turned really bad so guess I'm stuck here at home.
So here I am blogging, watching tv with my sis and my mum.

Today is totally inproductive cause of my sucky mood.
No homework done, just breezed through tuition and alot of slacking.
Maybe its cause of this week?
This past week was damn suck for me. Bad mood all the way y'know.

So monday I was sick and feeling horrible at home.
Then tuesday I come back and felt like shit at school cause I wasn't fully well.
Wednesday came with a chain reaction of events that just pulled my mood down.
And it was mostly cause of something someone said.
Guess it really tore me apart cause I really respected that person. :(

Thursday there was no assembly. And I like assembly you know. :))
Plus the talk was boring shit. Kept scribbling on my paper instead.
And I screwed up something really important. >.<
Friday was better but I guess the mood just dragged on.

So tomorrow is the Presbytarian Churches anniversary. ;)

Gonna have worship at Indoor Stadium, oh yeah.

Hope I can finish my work in time tonight so there'll be no worries.
k bye. LOLOL.

Enjoy one of my fav photos of Uniball. :)

Taken during of Food Juntion.

One day I hope you'll be proud of me. Proud of what I achieve. Proud to call me your daughter.

Our own choices.

2011-07-15T19:59:00.002+08:00

Heylo. :)
Long time no update. Sorrys :x
hmmm, lets see how much I can remember. :)

Celebrated Nathaniel's birthday recently. Trololol.
Bought birthday cake but was so fail. Hahaha.
Still owe him a present though, omg. No time...

Uh, welcomed in the Sec one councillors on the same day too.
Gotta feeling its gonna be hard so let see.
And Amy's favourite junior is in lehhh. Wahahaha.
My lesbo partner kept staring luh, don't know why. ;)))
Then we gave each other that face when she intro herself. Muahaha.
okay so mean. :) They're just innocent little sec ones right? LOLOL.

Training has been as usual with physical training and all.
Omg, kong tui will kill me one day I swear.
My leg always the lowest la shit. Never up to standard.
Like what Coach always say, can put leg high cannot hold there. :x
Pathetic like shit x,x including my won-der-ful stamina during pt.
Like shit like shit like shit. Sick of being the lousiest.
Okay shall not rant on how weak I am. :)))

Uh uh uh what else. Nothing much actually.
This week was quite sucky but thanks for being there for me. :)
Hmmm, really really really want go band concert tmr.
But daddy...haih. Shall be thick skin and ask again tonight.
Even though he alr scolded me yesterday. LOLOL.

kay bye bye. ^^

Its against my relationship to have a religion.

2011-07-04T01:03:00.003+08:00

HELLO! :D

Went to Main school ytd for 72 anniversary if you read my previous post.
Long, tiring yet still okay. :)
Did prizegiving with Arif. LOLOL. He so paiseh cos he's th only guy. :)
Ahhh, usual stuff. Won't elaborate.
Saw Yen Jie and he recognised me. :DD but he can't remember my name.
So paiseh, I know his name then he don't know mine. LOL.
Met their vicepresident. He's super nice luh! :DD
But idk his name lololol. I'm sucha noob. Get along with people but forget to ask for their name.

Got a few that I rmb though. Ivy and Wayne. LOLOL.
I know why I rmb Wayne cause he was the leadership seminar photographer. :D
Then he reminded me of Nathaniel lolol. He's quite cool.
Ivy was super enthu and nice. :)
There were quite a few awkward moments when Arif dunnoe go where and left me alone.
As in alone in a sea of main school-ers. :(((
HAHAHA, just sat one side lor. What else can I do? :)
Overall, was okay. :D

Kfc with Chris, Yaani, Aqmal, Arif and Nathaniel after that. :)
Saw Junjie and some NCC de.
Walao, they forced me to eat the remains of the last chicken. LOLOL.
Said I needed the fats. FINE. hahaha. Homed and sleep.

Today stayed at home to look after my sick Mum. LOL. So didn't go to church.
Homework -> Grandma house -> Home -> Qt -> Now.
Not very fruitful lolol.

Oh yeah. I love qt!! :D
The feeling is so amazing. :) I feel 100% trouble free when I'm with God. :D
This is true inner peace man. Think bout it kungfu panda. :)
This ain't no religion. Its a relationship with God man. Its truely real and really true. :)

So yeah, heading to sleep maybe later. :)

What about us?

2011-07-02T11:02:00.002+08:00

Lalalala~

Just a short update cause I'm a lazy bum. LOLOL.
Heading over to Chung Cheng Main today for 72 school anniversary.
Y'know, ushering duty and all. :)

That reminds me, all sec ones supposed to go.
Whatthefish? When I was sec one, my batch didn't get to go cause it was 70th anniversary.
It was a really special occasion with SM Goh Chok Tong and UOB Chairman Wee Cho Yaw.
Caome out on newspaper too! :)
So yeah... well, at least I attended last year's and going to attend today's one. :DD

So-so feeling cause of wushu feuds with Main school. Lalala. Another story for another time. :)
But Jiaqi says got shuai guys to look forward to. LOLOL!!
The last time I went was for the Leadership Seminar.
Er..kinda throw face for me so don't feel like showing my face there. Lol.
But hey!, I love blazer attire duties. :DD so okay.

Gonna look look see see for the shuai guys that Jiaqi and Amy said. :)
Thank god Ivory going too. :)
Kay, need to go get ready and eat lunch.

I wonder if we were meant to be.

2011-06-24T22:31:00.002+08:00

Ranting post.

I'm starting to feel like you don't actually know me.
When I tell you what I truely think, you turn it around like some crime.
Like I'm threatening you or what.
I'm just telling you how I feel. Its not as though I'm warning you or what shit.
Why do you have to take everything I say so seriously?
I don't predict the future, why so afraid?

Everything I do or say hurts you. Then don't come near me.
Why make life so difficult? Just throw me one side. I rather get hurt than hurt you.

You're scared that I'll change. What if I change for the better? Ever thought of that?
Sorry, I think you're just afraid that I won't be the person you want me to be.
Then I guess you don't love me for who I am.
But instead who you imagined me to be.

This damn post doesn't even make any sense. ._.

Freely you gave it all for us.

2011-06-19T23:38:00.002+08:00

Well, I'm back from YaYA camp!
The past few days were... -smiles-
Experienced so much more than usual.
Photos up another time yeah, just briefly go through. :)

My group was UNIBALL. :DD
We're a group of well-rounded individuals. HAHAHA.
Love my group luh. Reuel was our leader. :)
Ying Ci, Dana, En Ze, Joanne, Cheryl, Jasmine, Samantha, Pei Wen,
Joel, Wayne and Carissa. :DD
We won one of the ice breakers and Food Junction! Awesome right?

Room 6 was Elaine, Gift, Chu Ying, Jia Ning, Dana, Ivyna and Zhi Qi. :)
Jia Ning and Elaine were my roommates in DAJ as well.
We were usually the earliest to sleep and earliest to wake up. HAHAH.
Gift kept taupok-ing me at random times. Like what?
I swear she was trying to kill me. HAHAHA :D
Anyways, enjoyed being with them. :)

Last night was Encounter Night. :)
I was really looking forward to it cause I was expecting amazing things.
Well, I did get to see and experience stuff I never saw before.
Like holy laughter and shaking. :)
Maybe to others I might have looked a little siao cause at first,
I was crying damn hard. Like harder than usual.
Then after awhile, I think I saw Wayne laughing while Zachary prayed for him.
Idk, but I think it kinda sparked off the happiness in me.
So I laughed too. :)
It felt like I was really happy to be with God.
And even though there's nothing funny, nearly the entire room was laughing. :DD
So I had shaking too and I guess it really strengthened my faith
that God was wi4th me all the time.
His love was really overflowing that night and I felt so at peace.

Overall, I've come to accept who I am and my path in life.
And like to push away all my imperfections, sins and insecurities.
Cause God loves just the way I am. :D

Just shoot me now.

2011-06-08T00:26:00.002+08:00

Rawr. Not in a very good mood now. :(((
WTF, its like 12.26am and I'm not in a good mood.
Kay nvm.

well, haven been updating for so long that I forgot what happen liao.
Lemme just try my best to recall.
Hmmm...

I went Cameron highlands last week and bought alot of strawberry stuff back. :)
Cause there's like 5(?) strawberry farms there and its overflowing strawberries.
They have like shops that just sell strawberry related things.
Edible or non edible also have.

This week is just training. Argh. -rant rant rant-
Sorry, self issues. Not to be discussed here. Lolol.

YaYA camp next week. Wushu camp on the last week.
And thats how I'm gonna waste my june holidays. Fml. :/

Argh fine. I shall rant. Exit now if you don't wanna see.
Wait, you kpo pple sure want see lor. LOL.
I'm just feeling very lousy right now. Like down in the ditch kind of thing.
I'm struggling. Like literally. And not just with one, but every aspect of my life.
Pathetic ttm please. :x
I just don't feel like me anymore. My smiles ain't of true bliss anymore.
and I don't know how to fix myself. I just feel like going somewhere alone and sit down and think.
No, I just feel like running away from reality.
ARGH! I don't know what I'm feeling. I don't know what to feel.
OKAY. SIMPLE. I'M LOST. the end.

Don't feel like going for training tmr. Don't feel like doing anything.
Shoot me now.

You are my angel.

2011-05-22T22:34:00.004+08:00

Forensic Heroes 2! :DDD

Thanks to Ming Shan, I watched finished the entire series during this weekend.
The headache and eye pain was totally worth it. :)
Argh, I never saw Ivan and Bell get together. :(( Even though at the end, they said he was alive.
Plus, lots of scenes were really quite touching.
Like this scene where this little boy's father died.
Cause his father promised to buy a baseball bat for him on his birthday but he died.
So when the policewoman gave the son the baseball bat that his father bought before he died,
the little boy cried out,

"I don't want the bat, I don't want to play baseball, I just want daddy to come home."

Shittt. How to not cry sia? :'(
Plus the worst part was when Dingding died. OMFG. How cruel can they get?
It was like 3 days before her and Sam's wedding. Argh.
I avoided rewatching that part cause it makes me cry.

I mean, imagine you've painstakingly made a wedding gift for your fiancee.
And its 3 days before your wedding. She didn't want you to pick her up because she wanted to keep her gift to you as a surprise.
But when you arrived, you saw her die in a car explosion right before your eyes.
You drop your gift when you see her lying on the road. She's dead.

Damn, hate tearjerkers but damn is it good.
Heartpain man. :x
Kay, I think I ranted too much. Anyways, go watch Forensic Heroes 1.
You'll understand Season 2 better. :)))
Hmmm, I nearly had a heart attack today though. LOL.

Texted someone and there wasn't a reply. I was like panicking.
Cause I text like 4 or 5 times?? And zero reply
I seriously thought something happened to that person. OMG.
Imagination gone wild man. I was thinking of explosions or car crash or something.
Must have been the 3 whole days of Forensic Heroes. :)
Oh well, then I received a reply. *relief*
Felt so silly afterwards. Pfft. For panicking. Pfft.

Oh well, nothing much ah.
Tmr is the first day of my nanotech course at Nanyang Poly. Happy happy.
Plus its the 23rd tomorrow. Falalala~
Too bad, one of us is at NY the other at SP. No breakfast tgt in the morning. :(
I'm feeling excited cause its chemistry.

Oh yeah, and with chem I can go into forensics. :)
teehee! Forensic Heroes craze. :) so sorry.
Alright, update again next time.

P.S One of my favourite scenes from FH2. :)
When the guy was about to commit suicide, he heard the song that brought him and his wife together. Then he realize he had to stay alive for her sake.
He had actually willingly gave up his wallet to a robber, but when he wanted his wedding ring,
he fought it out with the guy.
But the freaking robber then pushed him down the building. And he died.
:(

The song was nice though. One of the lyric was, "You are my angel"
Which refered to his wife. OMG. *cry*

Convincing enough?

2011-05-17T22:41:00.002+08:00

I typed one whole long shit and I realised it wasn't worth posting.
Guess my thoughts weren't meant to be heard.

Just gonna say one thing.

I'm just a puppet to you. Everything was done.
You just needed me to make your bullshit look great with my magic.
I've been betraying my morals as a _______.

Oh well. Look my strings are tangled. Hey puppeteer, help me untangle. -.-

2011-05-16T22:41:00.003+08:00

Why others can upload photos I cannot? :( *angryfish* LOL.

Alright, today didn't start off so well.
Woke up super duper late cause I kept ignoring my alarm.
In the end, had to cab to school. Crap. My money. :((
At least I didn't waste anytime waiting for the taxi or giving the wrong address of cchy.
Like last time. teehee. ^^

Thank you! Wanlong for the Cadbury chocolate. :DDD
Damn, didn't think he'll really buy. Cause I was just joking around with him.
Teehee, thanks yeah? ;)

Today's Lit didn't get back paper yet. Wonder how badly I did. Hmmmm...
Then came chinese. EXPECTED. YET STILL DISAPPOINTING. Fine, I'll get over it.
Maths. You know how I never passed my maths. Guess what?
I FREAKING PASSED. OMG. OMG. :DDDD
Barely passed, but still!! Until a sudden thought came to me, its not good enough.
I don't like those thoughts. It kinda scares me, even though I know its coming true.
So being the cowardly coward that I am, LOL, I pushed those thoughts away.
Like if I leave my problems alone, they'll just disappear. I chose to take the easy way out.
I know I'll regret, but thats for next time.

Well, POA was a shockingly nice surprise. :)))
Chemistry was *speechless*. -starts to rant on how sadistic Mr Chang is-
But I guess it really does help for the O's. So I guess I'll take it like an investment. :)

Then came ushering for the North Zone LEAD Symposium for teachers.
ZOMG. I saw Mdm Mazlinda, Mrs Joyce Lim and Mdm Cao Liu from wrps.
Omg, super duper miss them. -heartpain-
Mrs joyce Lim was HOD of my school maths. Mdm Mazlinda was my P5/6 Science teacher.
She was one of the nicest yet firm teachers my class had.
She was the one who convinced me, Amy and Marcia to join the Primary School Annual Science Oratory Competition 2008. And guess what? :)
We won bronze for our group category on Global Warming. xDDD ahhh, the good old days. :)

Mdm Cao Liu was our P3/4 chinese teacher. I remember her super well cause she was one fo the most inspiring teachers and motivational teacher I've had.
Especially since I detest chinese alot back then. (until now too. teehee. )
Actually I mostly remember her cause I never handed in her homework during P3.
I'm a naughty kid when I was young. >.<
Well, she was the one who inspired me to work hard for chinese even though I didn't really like it
And by P4, I handed in every single homework she gave. :)))
Rawr, I miss woodlands ring. :'(((

Then, walked to khatib to get my phone screen protector with Amy, Nathaniel, Kelvin and JJ.
Lol, they super funny luh. Then Junjie thought I use iphone4.
So he recommended I get what double screen protector for the front and back.
teehee!! ^^ laughed out loud thanks to him.

Met up with Marcia and Audrey and walked home. Talked. :)
Damn, long time no see. We all have busy lives man. Esp Audrey lor. Tsk tsk.
So caught up a little but Mars had to go home.
And subsequently, I had to pee and had no choice but to head home.
Wait, no. Amy and Audrey kept staring at me, willing me to go home. I was under their spell. :)
Anws, headed home, bathed, randomed and here I am.^^

Gahhhh, my parents are now trying to carry my sis to bed now.
She fell asleep on the sofa and they wanted to watch teevee. LOLOL.
-yawn- I need to finish up some of my work then I head off to my comfy bed. :)

Nights! xD

Sometimes all you gotta go is ask. ^^

Teehee!

2011-05-11T19:37:00.003+08:00

I swear blogger hates me. Pfft. Photos are unwilling to be uploaded.
Fine, you don't want the world to see you, not my problem.
Lalala~

Ehhh, Mid Year Exams are officially over! :)
I felt the freedom as soon as I stepped out of school.
But of course, had to have a meeting regarding SC stuff before I could leave.
Oh well, the pressure of exam is now being replaced with the pressure of SC things.
Can't believe I'm saying this but I like exam periods cause no pressure of SC.
Looking forward to Common test. HEHEHE. ^^

And someone's physics module clashes with my chemistry module. :((
Well, at least we're gonna be at Nanyang Poly but haih.
Its okay but when I look at the next time, I'm gonna be at wushu camp!
Kinda unlucky but I think we can figure this out. Teehee.

Well, the weather has really been a bitch these few days. Tsk tsk.
I don't like sia. Plus, I've been sleeping in aircon every single night.
So unfriendly to the environment. LOL.
Then when I open my wardrobe, hot air blows out at me.
And every morning when I open my door, I can freaking feel the warm air hit my face. ._.
Luckily, there was a short rain yesterday and today. :)

Talking about today's rain, it happened on my way home.
I like walking in the rain if you must know. Teehee.
Anyways, I never carry an umbrella with me cause I'm a lazy bum.
I don't even carry a water bottle. Lol.
Yeah, so I was walking in the rain and had to stop at the traffic light.
Idk why but it took super long to turn to green light.
Then the raindrops started to flow down my face like I was perspiring.
That is usually not a good sign, so I was praying for the light to turn green.

Suddenly this mother and son with an umbrella stood beside me.
The mom then pulled my wet sleeve and told me to stand under their umbrella.
I was like, shock, cause I was just minding my own business.
Then she walked me to a nearby void deck and said,
"Go home must bathe or not will get sick okay?"
OMG, she's so nice. :DDD And I felt super duper guilty because... they were using those single person umbrella and they were already abit wet.
Random acts of kindness GMH.

Hmmm, shall go off to prepare for tmr's meeting with the principal.
Muahaha, then G96 are coming to my place for the continuation of Harry Potter marathon. xDD
Of course there will be laughter, junk food and pillows. TEEHEE!

P.S If you haven't watch even ONE nigahiga videos, go watch now! He's awesome.

Keep your comments to yourself.

2011-05-06T20:41:00.002+08:00

RAWR!!! After 15 freaking min, the photos still don't wanna upload.

Alright, I'm back on blogger. Yeap, have been neglecting this little thingy thing thing of mine. :)
Oh well, lots of stuff have happened, so let see if I can remember all.
Well, I have turned fifteen! (yippee).
Then there was my second time entering CP Next Top Speaker.
Uh, 23.03. Huge smiley face.
Wushu Competition 2011 was enriching and made us more bonded. :)
And I'm currently halfway through MYE.
Yeap, other than that, my life's been as usual. :)

HAHAHA, I should be mugging for Chem now la, but still.
I deserve a nice long break right? :DD
Emaths today was depressing as usual. :(((
Typical dory who never passes emaths at all. Tsk tsk.
I admit, I just felt like running home and crying into my pillow after the emath paper.
Felt like a total idiot. >.<
It wasn't just the feeling of disappointment, it was the feeling of knowing no matter how hard you try, you'll just never make it anyways.
Guess thats what stops people from trying, including me.

Anyway, kept hearing G96 talk about whether they got the question right or wrong.
And nearly agonizing over it. And how much marks they've lost thanks to it.
But guess what, I didn't complete my paper and I lose marks not because I got it wrong.
But cause my brain wasn't smart enough to figure out the answer.
Haih. I gotta live with it. This ain't the last math paper I'll ever have.

Hmmm, another thing is the upcoming G.E 2011. :)
I know, most of us are like, "I can't even vote la, why should I bother?"
I mean, you ARE going to vote in the future right? -.- Why not start observing now?
Thank god there are still people who care and whom I can talk to about. :)))
Like Ivory! :) surprising huh? hahaha.
Yeap, enjoyed discussing politics with her. Super funny at times.
And best, we agree with each other and we support the same party. xDDD

Another is Sean. :) kay, didn't really discuss cause of conttradicting opinions.
Sensitive topic y'know? :)
Still, thank you Sean for buying me the wristband!! You're awesome. :DD
He went for a certain party's rally and it was super duper crowded.
He was early and I scared by the time my parents got there, everything would be sold out.
So I asked Sean to buy a wristband for me. :))) happygirl96 la. smiley!

HEHEHE. Nothing else. Oh, thank you Michelle, my junior, for lending me protractor. :)
Bought her a kit kat in return. Lalala. :)
Hmmm, nothing much liao. Not that I can remember luh. Shall update after MYE. ^^

Because under all your smiles and cheery "hi"s are the bitchy comments, gossips and stabbing that you do. -rant-

Almost there.

2011-04-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

Who says you're the only one who's hurting?

Change the voices in your head

2011-04-10T14:26:00.000+08:00

Just a short post through my phone. :)
There's been happy days, sad days, stressed out days, pissed off days and more.
Guess what matters most was that there was someone beside me all along. :D

Anyways, Chong pang next top speaker first round it tmr.
SHITTTT. Stressed manx.
All the expections to live up to. Haih.
This year's competitors and stronger than ever. Esp coming from our school.
Even last year competitors are coming back. O.O
Wish me luck yeah. Really need it. :)

Its been 18 days. :)

Sucks to be me.

2011-04-05T00:11:00.001+08:00

It hurts to know I have to be so committed to something you despise so much.

Ouch.

2011-04-04T23:45:00.004+08:00

kay. damn. I dont like my blog w/o photos. :((( Today was sucky. Regrets all the way okay. SAD FACE TTM. No wonder we nvr really talked about it, I just had to open my big mouth today. Looks like my fault huh. Yeap, it is. Guess I flared up. A little. Fine. Alot. It sucks to know that we're both on 2 really different sides of the same coin and we can't seem to agree on this subject. Well, not talking to you sucks alot. Idk what to think about it alr. Mass meeting tmr. So way not ready. My mind is occupied by you, worrying about us. Shall do my best! :) kay, just a short post every now and then. I'm a busy busy busy bee girl. And currently a sad one. haih.

Cause when you're fifteen and someone says they love you.

2011-03-31T00:13:00.003+08:00

SHIT YOU BLOGGER!!! FUUUU!! kay. damn ass blogger is trying to prevent from updating. again! Meanie! I know you hate me, but thats cos you're jealous. :P kkk, I just turned FIFTEEN ytd. :D Whee! Happy belated birthday to me! x4 I feel old. OOH! Hahahaha. Will update photos if blogger allows. Hmmm... Huge thank you to esp G96! I know I caused alot of trouble for you guys. At first they wanted to surprise me at my house cause it was tues morn. Then come late to sch. But I had kenneth ng duty briefing at 7.30 so they decided to surprise me at khatib mrt instead. LOLOL. But who would have thought, I called for exco meeting at 7am in the morning. :) Guess I totally ruined their plans. Sorry sorry. But still, THANK YOU!! :DD Uh, well, I have tons of deadlines to meet. Crap. ._. So I shall have a good night's sleep now and tadah! i'll appear as awesome as ever tmr. LOL. bye! "Cause when you're fifteen and someone tells you they love you, you gotta believe them."

Cause what kind of guy would you be.

2011-03-25T22:37:00.002+08:00

ARGH. Blogger won't let me upload photos. :(
Shall post again next time.Tons of stuff happened. :)
Some are happy, some are sad, some just don't make sense. LOL!
So yeah, please be patient and wait for my super long post. :D
bye bye!

360 degrees of pressure.

2011-03-15T22:50:00.002+08:00

Yeap.
360 DEGREES OF PRESSURE.

Well yes. The pressure is on.
Its like carrying a 1kg bag. Then others would start piling 2 kg bags on you.
In the end, you have like 20++ kg worth of bags to carry. Thats the current pressure we're ALL feeling.

Today wasn't very awesome. Must admit. Haih.
Meeting w/ exco about action plan for term2. Not so bad luh. ;)
Then came photo taking. Individual, then committee then group photo.
Shall not elaborate, it was quite unpleasant. Thank goodness its over.
1 hour ++ meeting with Mr Yap. Informative but I felt super hungry so couldn't absorb much. :(
Mac lunch with Yaani, Jessica, Heimern, Samantha and Arif. :D

Mrt-ed home with Samantha but I saw Sandra! :)
Damn happy cause haven seen her for quite some time le. :DD
Chatted bout OBS, bintan trip and council stuff. Hyped up a little after that.
Ate cupcorn cause I felt I deserved it. LOL. Home in the rain.
Hope I didn't get what radiation thing cause I walked a bit in the rain. Hmmmm....

Well, logged online before dinner. Only saw facebook after dinner.
mood went down from then on. I SAW WHAT YOU SAID.
It was like a stab straight into me. I mean no matter how angry you are, you didn't think about me did you? Thought about me before you wrote that. It hurts especially from you. OUCH.
Worse, it had to come at this kind of time. Well done, you just beat me down to the floor again.
Oh well. It just hurts, real bad.

OHKAY. I'm finally going wushu tmr. :) tons much fats to burn.
And cheer up to NADIA and LI TING!! :D
You girls are awesome, don't be sad anymore! :)

Who's that girl?

2011-03-13T22:55:00.002+08:00

Is not that I don't want. I'm afraid. Confused. I don't know.
I'm scared to say yes. I'm hesitating. I can't explain why. Not even to myself.
Sometimes I wish you'll just scream and call me a bitch. Argue all the way to the end.
Shout "I hate you!" or say you doné ever wanna see me. Curse me. Swear at me.
Tell me I shouldn't exist or come into your life or something.
It eases me pain instead of being so nice and telling me you'll wait.
I'm not worth it. Not worth for you to be so nice to.
Why can't you see it?

Oh well. I am back from Bintan! Happy to see me eh?
Anyways will update next time okay with photos. Loads of em. :)

I'm a sad sad girl.

Pretty pretty please.

2011-03-05T21:32:00.004+08:00

Oh well. Rotted at home the entire day. HAIH.
Would have gone to burn my fats at wushu but had tuition. Sorry G96.

Anyways, with regards to the above cartoon.
Don't you ever feel at times when you just can't help but be suspicious of someone?
Could have been your bestie, your Dad, your boyfriend whatever. Think about it.
Every move that they made, every word spoken is something that you judge.
No matter what they do, you're feeling extremely suspicious of them.
Or maybe you keep thinking they have a hidden agenda against you. Blah blah blah.

Thats right, YOU. I know you're gonna read this.
And I know the above paragraph has absolutely no link to us.
But, have you ever asked yourself, what gives you the right to be jealous? Who am I to you?
Why should you be jealous. GOSH. Ever thought of what I feel? HMMM?

Mine. Mine. Mine.

HAHAHA. Sorry if I frightened you in the beginning with that long paragraph. :)
Just felt that the cartoon was relevant to whatever I was thinking. Lalala.
Like I was saying, rotted at home today.
Then saw that Channel 5 was showing Finding Nemo at 7.30pm. :)
Of course I had to watch it! It stars me and my friend Marlin and Nemo! :D

Haha, so yeaps. Watched and laughed and enjoyed myself.
Its one of my most favourite shows of all times. When it came out in 2003 or 2004.
Come to think of it, I can't remember how I became Dory after watching this movie. :)

Anyways, I suppose Duncan and Mun Yong had a HUGE shock today. :)
They finally realised my real name isn't DORY!!! ZOMG! :DD
How shocking! Dory's real name isn't DORY. omg. O.O!

Anyways, was laughing/smirking behind my computer screen as I read their comments on facebook. WAHAHAHA. :DD super duper whooper funny. :)
So yeah, for those people who's jaws are still on the floor, please pick em up.
Yes, my REAL name isn't Dory. Believe it or not. :)
So now you know okay. HAHAHA.

Alrights, I shall continue rotting till 11 plus plus then I'll go to bed.
Recently, have been addicted to certain songs. Don't know if you guys know.
But their really nice so, go Youtube and take a look. :)

Need you now by Lady Antebellum
Sex on the Radio by Good Charlotte
Perfect by Pink

So dont be a lazy bum and go take a look! :)
Alright, ending off with a funny photo thanks to Ivory. :D

Sex on the radio.

2011-03-04T20:01:00.004+08:00

Lalala~ outdated photos that weren't posted due to my laziness.
HEHEHE. :)
I'm a happy girl so yeah.

Look at all the HAPPY faces! :D
Common test is oh-vah! Like finally. The excruciatingly painful 4 days are over.
Started off with SS, Lit and chinese on the first day.
Ended it with today's POA and pure chemistry during the last period. :)

Woohoo. Lets just say I've been counting down to this day since last week.
Is it the happiness, over hyperness or sugar that made me super duper high today?
Oh well, started getting crazy with G96. :) You can never imagine the amount of retardness.
Started to shoot each other with "guns" and hid from the "enemy" behind pillars. LOL.
Then Ivory threw a "bomb" and we all started screaming. :D
Awesome to the max!

Chemistry today was suckish. Out of all the lessons, we just had to have chem test during chem lesson witth Mr Chang in class. OMG.

He was being his usual sadist self, laughing at us sweating over the paper he set. TSK.

You know, stood behind us, looked at our answers, and started smirking.

HAIH, why? Why such a torture?

He even went through the last question right after exam. ZOMG. 0.0

It was...depressing. Stupid valence electrons and xenon tero..whatever. ARGH.

Started ranting to Claire about my stupid mistake when Mr Chang came up to me

and laughed in my face. LITERALLY. -.-

Sad life luh, chemistry kinda brought down the mood yeah. sigh.

S1OC! :D

Wednesday wasn't really a nice day. :( SUPER SAD FACE.

My worst nightmare just came true. Ms Lin Xiao Ying. 0.0

Damn, I think she subconciously hates me or something. Ooh..

Every year she sets the math paper, every year I fail her math paper -.-

Torture sia, physically, mentally and psychologically. SIANX ._. why me?

The day I pass her math paper is the day my sister becomes the US president. :)

HAHAHAHA.

Oh wells. Guess I should just be thankful that Common test is finally over. :)

Things to look forward to, SEC3 BINTAN CAMP and G96 MOVIE MARATHON. At my house!

WAHAHAHA :)
Kay, shall end of with my favourite wushu photo.

P.S

The pressure is on. What more do you want from me? How much can I put in before I run out?

You think I'm some sort of unlimited robot. Adding up all your expections, its like a moutain of debts that I have to clear. How long will you keep pulling my psychological rubber band?

Until it becomes thinner or until it snaps. Like I said, what do you want from me?

Kiss me on the sidewalk.

2011-02-25T23:43:00.004+08:00

Today is photos, photos and more photos. :)
All koped from facebook. Mostly about stuff that happened in the past few months.
Y'know, photos that I was too lazy to upload. HAHAHA.

Epic faces. OMG.

Kay. I am under alot of pain now. Stupid physical training. -.-
12 rounds of frog jumps can paralyse someone y'know. CRAP.
Why do I have to lcimb the stairs like, everyday? Its a bloody torture man.
And every step taken comes with a "OUCH!".
Oh, how much I hate after lesson torture. LOL. :)

Today was suckish. I hate hate hate HATE today. Okay not really. But still, ...
Kay, I woke up later than usual today. 3 min later.
Dont look down on those 3 min okay. Waking up 1 min earlier makes tons of difference for me yeah. Anyway, was chionging to adm station. So I just tapped my ezlink and ran in.
What I didn't know was, my ezlink did not even have money inside.
But I didn't know that YET.

When I reached khatib mrt, suddenly I realised I couldn't get out.
So this SMRT guy in red tells me I lack $$$. Was alr pissed cause I was late.
So I told him I didn't have any money to top up. (please, I need to buy food okay.)
He then gave me this form and asked to fill up my name and number,
only then would he let me out for FREE. -.-

So being the nice me, I filled it up. (actually cause I just didnt want to waste my time there.)
Thinking it was done, I pushed the paper back through the hole (?).
The he tells me, "oh, just write here, thanks for your help."
DAMN!
Thats when I realised he was making me write a complimentry feedback form for them.
Just so I can get out for FREE. -.-
Fml :/

So all the way to school, I was thinking, "FML! Stupid guy take advantage."
Mostly I was thinking, "FML." But yeah, you get the point. :)
So I was pissed by him. Hope he receives his retribution for the rest of his life. ._.
Lalala~ I shall buy darts and throw them at your face. Hmmph!

Just like strangers.

Mr Neo was back for P.E today.
Then whaddaya know, awesome Dory here forgot her P.E attire! -.-
Yeah yeah. Even I am annoyed at how horrible my memory is. :x
Then Mr Neo started talking rules and how much he hates people who dont bring P.E.

Kay, I have this problem that everytime I break a rule, no matter how small,
I feel super duper whooper guilty. Sometimes, I'm not even in the wrong.
So there I was, sitting at the netball court, feeling oh-so-guilty. Awww.
But chatted with Amy, Peilin, Uma, Jiayi and Claire. :)

Forgot there was even bio lesson. Wtf.
Then came emaths test after recess. Chionged completing the square with Ian.
Then Christian come deesiao me. Both of them started to talk about how much I sucked at math.
WALAO. So demoralizing, before a test somemore! :x
But Christian said that if I passed this emath test, I can literally kick his ass.
ohyeah! but I NVR pass maths so dream on. ;(

Chem lesson: Mr Chang called Shiwei a bloody retard. Funny ttm. :D
I like chemistry lessons. Awesome luh! :)

Okay shall end off with a photo of the changi airport post daj trip. :)

More than just a pretty face.

2011-02-18T18:16:00.002+08:00

Just a short post.
Since I couldn't watch GLEE cause all those damn websites either wanted my money or
needed me to install some shitassthing, I settled for The Return of Iljimae.

Well, at first I thought nothing could beat the first one but hey, surprise surprise.
The second Iljimae was even hotter than the first one. :)
Yeah he kinda looks a little...girl but gosh, look at those features. OMG.

Anyways, would you prefer this guy (idk whats his name) or Finn from GLEE?
Maybe some girls prefer hot angmoh guys to hot asian guys. LOL.

P.S He's super hot and dont you dare deny. :P

Picture perfect memories.

2011-02-18T15:13:00.002+08:00

Well, hello again. :)

I'm stuck at home cause yeah, sick. -.- Gosh, I'm just bored alrighttts.

Realised I always fall asleep in class with Amy. OMG.

How can we wake each other up if we're both asleep? FAIL TTM.

Then we'll both wake and and say"Shit, hurry up lets chiong homework. " HAHAHA. :)

TGFCF. Thank God For Chicken Fats. HEHE. ^^

Kay, shall spam watch glee videos. :D

That horrible feeling.

2011-02-17T22:35:00.003+08:00

Well, you can obviously see why I addicted to GLEE. Finn is like super hot please. :)
Tralalala~ (ohmygod, Captain underpants. HEHE. )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHE-WAYNE! :D
Yeaps, really enjoyed DAJ with ya. So stay crazy and whatever. :)

Anyways, had a really suckish morning today. Kinda got scolded by TLP.
Damn, forgot like tons of stuff please. Uh, IC form, passport, photos etc.
CRAP. Whats becoming of me? LOL.
Was feeling horrible cause I had to keep holding tissue paper to my nose. WTF. -.-

Then went for registration of NRIC. Nothing much except skipped mt and recess
cause we waited for Christine and Jessica. So nice. ^^
Well, saw Ian even though he was on MC. He came back just for registration. :)
Late for physics but Mr Ling gave out mini mars bars. Happy yeah?
I can't believe I ate mine then ate my medicine after that. OMG.

Literature after physics and watch this trailer. I swear I saw it before but well, my memory fails me yeah? Reminded me of another movie trailer which I saw but forgot the name again. -.- And the newest one from Disney, I am number four. Super cool, but no time to watch. HAIH. Typical.

Skipped cloves 2 to go to the hall for TDD. Emcee with Sean. I screwed up as usual.
Damn Clement who was seating right in front of me. WTF.
He kept saying what shoelace thing (?) and kept repeating, "Dory ohhh".
Well, lets just say he did a great job of distracting me. HEHE. ^^

After the whole thing, the moment I stepped backstage,
I could practically feel the energy rushing out. Gosh, am I weak or what. Ate my medicine and drank water immediately. So I decided not to go for training. :(
Not like I purposely want skip but damn, was feeling horrible ttm.
So yeap.

Now I'm home and slept from 4 plus till 8 plus. :) Win.
Still, this flu/fever/whatever is seriously killing me. And guess what, gotta miss chem tmr.
Wah :'( The only lesson I dont like to miss is CHEMISTRY.
Its like effing hard to catch up even if you miss like 10 min of it. CRAP.
Well, you win some you lose some. And thanks Clive for the Max ride book! OMG, he's awesome.
First thing in the morning Alina comes up to me and said Clive looking for me.
Then i was like, "What? Okay..."
Then turns out he wanted to lend me the book! So yeah, THANK YOU.

Alrights, rest is super important so yeah. I shall go to my heaven on earth, MY BED. :)

P.S Joscelin, I will start doing my homework while I watch GLEE alright?
Plus, super duper SORRY x 1773829273 for breaking our date. :(

Too much love, too little people to love.

2011-02-15T23:06:00.002+08:00

FINALLY.

I'm like done with me blogskin. Shits man, sacrificed all my homework time for it y'know.
So appreciate alrights. :) Even if it sucks to you, just tag me and tell me it looks awesome. HEHE.

Okay, I rotted at home cause I was sick.
Had tummy pains :( and flu. I felt super horrible okay. But still, woke up at 3PM!!
When can you ever find time to oversleep nowadays. So yeaps, had a nice sleep yeah.
Got up cause I felt hungry and ate sausages and ham that I was suppose to bring to school.
LOL. Bathed, watched teevee and ate dinner. Was quite slack today.

Then I realised I had homework that was due tmr. Crap ._.
Spoiled my slacker mood man. Now, I stuck doing homework.
Plus, I sneezed just now, then my hairband flew forward. WTF. Unglamness ttm.
My dad then came in and asked for paper to write a letter for me being absent.
Halfway while he was writing, he ask me how to spell stomachache(?).
Then we were figuring out if it was stomachache or stomache.
So he said, "Aiya, just write tummy pain luh." LOL.

Okay, now I'm surrounded by paper, my emaths textbook and tissue paper.
I think its a miracle that my tissue paper hasn't run out yet since ytd.
Plus, I'm like blasting glee version of songs that I like. :DDD
HEHE. And because of that, I have to use my com.
Thus, I was distracted and had to change my blogskin and I wasted time that I could have done my homework. :(

Well, I have to go now. :)

P.S Finn is like super hot please. :D

Information overload.

2011-02-13T18:13:00.003+08:00

I have no idea why the photos are so freaking small ._.
Just bear with it okay. :)

GLEE.
I'm addicted to Glee's Marry You video.
ZOMG.
Kept watching it last night till 1am plus.
I think I broke the replay button or something. :)
Go and watch okay, its on my facebook.
Or you can just press the link at the end. :D

Hey baby, I think I wanna marry you.

Then he points to Rachael. :DD

Awww... ;)

Anyways, tmr is the VEE day!

Yeaps, its Valentine's and idk what to do.

I guess I'm stocking up on chocolate and giving to those who gimme.

HEHE.^^

Nah, I think Valentine's is bullshit.

Cause its suppose to make people feel loved by giving them stuff like flowers, choco etc.

But people deserve to feel loved everyday, no?

So yeah.

koped from tumblr though. :)

Homework overload sia.

I still have POA, Lit, SS, emaths and chinese.

CRAP.

Plus there's tons of things on tmr.

Its gonna be a BEEZY day. I dont like busy days.

Makes me feel like im such a loser that I cant do finish everything.

crap ._.

So, I'm gonna end of here.

Go check out Glee's Marry You vid. :)

Dont be sucha lazy bummer alrights.

Hey baby, I think I wanna marry you.

2011-02-11T23:16:00.003+08:00

Have you seen anything cuter than this?
HAHAHA. :)
Kays, have been busy ttm thus the lack of updates.
SORRYS!.

I owe like tons of homework to different teachers.
Its like borrowing from different loansharks sia...LOL.
Is anyone kind enough to teach me emaths? ._.
Cause I swear my brain doesn't register numbers luh.
Ian and Jessica counts 4x4x2x2 in like, less than 5 min.
I'm like another 5 mins behind them. WTF. -.-
So yeah, that explains my noob-ness.

TLP recently changed our seating arrangement in class.
HAPPY ttm please.
I'm sitting w/ my beloved AMY. Lol.
Damn, was high like hell on th first day.
Crapped, chatted, did superr random stuff. :)
Wouldn't have stayed awake without her luh, so thanks twinneh. :D

Like finally, we're back tgt. (:
After 2 years of separation (LOL), we're sitting tgt again.
Ohyeahs~

Every february, I'll be your valentine. :)

Yes, valentine's is here again. Lol.
Its going to be another lonely one. Haih.
Wait, I'm spending Valentine's with Joscelin! (:
HAHAHA.
Anyways, please buy me chocolates or something okay.
Something sweet and meaningful.
HEHE.

I wish for something sweet and unique from you.
So I'll know you still love me. :)

I think I'm going siao. -.-

I start laughing at things that aint funny at all.

Then I laugh at my own lame jokes. OMG.

Then I realised I started talking to myself today. 0.0

While taking the escalator with Kim, Ivory and Ian.

I was like, talking.. then no one responded to me.

So I replied myself. Epic.

I think its the stress and stuff. HEHEHE.

So where's my stress reliever? ._.

P.S After what happened between us, I'm in extreme confusion. Please understand.

The pressure's on.

2011-01-31T00:10:00.002+08:00

Where's my stress reliever when I need it? LOL.

hey BABES.
I'm stressed yeah.
I dont give a damn about my homework. Its just a matter of time when I'll do it.
I'm more concerned about other stuff.

I'm not as great as you think.
I'm not as strong as you think.
I'm not as good as you think.

So if I let you down, here's a sorry in advance.
Cause all I can promise you is my best.
But my best ain't that good anyway.

This ain't a fairytale.

2011-01-19T22:31:00.003+08:00

HEY BABES! :D
Tell me these few photos are awesome. :)
Cause they're taken by DORYfish.

Credits to fithri.

Have been busy lately yeah.
Sec 3 is full of homework and homework.
Sianx to the max please.
Everyday come home later and later.
Then super tired luh.

There was one night I k.o from 6pm till 10 pm.
Homework wasn't done, never eat dinner.
OMG.

G96! :D

Well, competition is coming yeah.
Stressed out too. My taichi super CMI. 0.o
Wonder how i'm gonna compete sia. -.-

Plus, new wushu captain is XINYI!
Vice caps are JIAENN and CHENGYANG.
IVORY and WINNIE for welfare.
AARON and RUOTING for logistics.
DORY for treasurer. omg. hahaha.

Prefectorial Board Sec 2 (2010)

Gonna be officially known as Student Council soon.
Missing pb please. Haih.
Selection of exco and presidency campaign is coming up.
Should be quite an exciting show to watch yeah.
:)

Alrights, to end off,
I shall just announce that DORY is a SUPER DUPER HAPPY GIRL!
hahahaha.
Dont know why I'm so happy these few days,
but I've got a feeling its due to you. :D
Guess what, I'm extra happy today because ... idontwannatellyou.
:P

OKAY, nights love.
dont miss me yeah. :)

Sore throats and more.

2011-01-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
Sorry uh, stupid blogger hates me to the core.
LOL.
S1OC photos cant be uploaded.
Guess you gotta wait for next weekend. :)

Your beloved dory, ME!, is loving sundays more and more.
Thats right.
Had lunch with my CG 3 girls at plaza sing.
Then on to a homework session which was effective yeah.
I finished my homework! Sort of. Lol.
But hey, looking forward to this every sunday. :)

Sundays have gotta be my most loved day for this year.
With more than just the above reason.
HEHEHE.
So yeaps, stay tune only on weekends. :D
BYE. :)

When I say jump, you say how high.

2011-01-09T00:54:00.003+08:00

HELLO. :)

Just a short update on how I'm doing yeah.
Sorry babes, school has started to my blog ain't gonna be so alive.
But still, read it once in awhile alright.
Maybe during the weekends. :D

G96! (our 2 pros MIA)

S1OC was awesome ttm! :)
1H Group 1, Brother Bear FTW.
Super cute la they all.
But haih, sec 1 still so shy sia.
Anyways, facils enjoyed ourselves ttm. :)
But I'm lacking sleep man.
CRAP. Here I am complaining and its 1.06am and I still haven sleep.

Hope the sec 1s appreciate what we facils did for you all okay.
smiles.

CCA Carnival today yeah.

Woke up super early please.

Walao, like never sleep at all. But guess what, it was worth it.

Was chionging to adm then I rmb smth.

So I called Jiaenn and chionged home again. Forgot wushu tee man. :(

Was late, but I met Ivory at adm so wow.

Usually she's like early and stuff.

Reached school and had performance then went to promote cca.

SUPER FUN.

Sang to Dynamite with Kim, Jos, Nasuha, Beining, Jiaqi.

"I throw my hands up in the air sometimes, saying eh-yo, come join wushu!"

NICE RIGHT? :)

Went high but my stupid throat spoiled it all.

Damn pain la.

Musta been these few days keep shouting then my throat cannot take it.

I shall eat more strepsils no?

Talking about that, THANK YOU RENPING!!!! :D

Omg, Renping bought honey lemon drink for wushu members in S1OC.

So nice right? It felt super shiok can. :)

Thank you so much Renping!

I probably would have died. LOL.

OKAY, I shall be a good girl and concentrate on my studies.

So yeaps, thats all folks.

HAHAHA.

Till the next weekend. :)

Tell me baby, do you recognize me?

2010-12-27T00:50:00.003+08:00

I finally had the courage to say "I love you."

You didn't respond.

To avoid awkward silence, I hurriedly changed the subject and asked,
"How's life?"

You told me, "Well, the girl of my dreams just told me she loved me and
I'm utterly speechless."

LGMH.
Yes babes. Love gives me hope.
Its a website that posts inspirational short stories like the one above.
Superr beautiful, super touching, super LOVE.
How about this one?

This young lady was on a train on her way to a christmas party.

Dressed to kill and wearing 4 inch stilettos, she took a seat in the train,
hoping to rest her feet.

An old lady carrying heavy grocery bags entered the train.

The young lady could have ignored her but she gave up her seat despite her heels.

Considerate young ladies GMH.

Beautiful ain't it.
Well, some things need to be observe, will you then see its beauty.

OMG.
I sound so "holy".
Like what Christian would say. HAHAHA.
YaYA party and the sleepover was AWESOME! :D
Elaboration and photos next time.
Thank you for the presents and stuff.
And Jerone, thanks for the cleaning detergent. LOL.

JIANING! :
You may have just given me a card, but it meant so much more than anything else to me.
You wrote down our best memories during DAJ! :D
Like how we pranked Isaac, the way we depended on sweets to get high etc.
How we did PENGUIN RACING with Isaac and Wayne (OMG),
and you know what at night that made us keep going back to the toilet sink!
And tons more of course.

I didn't know you very well at first.
I thought you were those super quiet type luh. :)
But during DAJ, you realised you were like the best high-ing partner I've ever had!
I've never been so high in my life please. :)
You're crazy and awesome and funny but alot of pple dont see it.
TOO BAD FOR THEM. :D
Maybe you wont be able to see this (I hope you do),
I just wanna say thank you for the laughter, happiness and sweet! memories.
Lets stay like this forever! :D

P.S I thought I was over you then you just had to show me why I should go back being heads over heels in love with you.

Singing Christmas songs in the rain.

2010-12-25T00:52:00.003+08:00

Christmas doesn't feel like christmas anymore.
But its alright.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow's YaYA party and sleeping over at Mingyee's place.
:D

So babes, enjoy your christmas! :)

P.S Singing christmas songs in the rain is loved.

So what.

2010-12-20T23:53:00.002+08:00

Life's beautiful only when you treasure it.

Training and SC meeting for tmr. Haih.

whispers of love.

2010-12-20T01:13:00.000+08:00

I dont wanna regret what I am going to do.

Music saves my soul.

2010-12-18T23:28:00.003+08:00

Yeap. JOSCELIN! , this is for you okay.
Haih. Just a random thought.
I think my parents were really meant to be. Like meant to be tgt. :D
Cos they are both going overseas on the same date.
Come back also same date, destination also the same.
Apparently they're on the same flight back! :D

But they are on DIFFERENT business trips! :)
Super cool yeah!

Anyways, went to Bookfest 2010 today.
And S1OC is coming up yeah.
Partnering with Qijian (?) and Jasper is my boss. LOL.
Haih, still stuck at the proposal man. TSK TSK.

Training was on thursday yeah.
The first one since I went to DAJ. :)
Super painful please, my entire body hurts! :(
And Isaac if you're reading this, I'll shall be motivated to go training.
So I can beat the amount of times YOU go for training. :D
HAHAHAHA.

Changi Airport with Mingyee, Letazia, Grace,

Jianing, Natalie,Jerone, Isaac and Jialer! :DD

SUPER FUN PLEASE.

Ohmygosh, I think it was one of the best outings I've ever had.

We revisited our childhood yeah?

Bouncy castle with 4 year old kids, long slides and tons of talking.

Plus, MJC people whom we made friends with. LOL.

Me and Letazia saw one of the MJC guys on the train with us.

She was like talking to me, then I saw him behind her luh.

He waved and smiled at us. LOL.

HE LIVES AT ANG MO KIO. :)

We saw him get down. Hahahaha.

That was fun to the max.

Popeyes chicken for dinner that night.

POP-EYES. *inside joke

Anyways, it was delicious! *drools

Gosh, I'm thinking bout food at what, 12.03am.

Guess what, I ate like 2 cones of ice cream ytd. :)

SUPER HAPPY.

Okay. I shall sleep now.

There's church tomorrow but not youth.

Cos they're at Telunas! WALAO. :(

Jealous.

Good night babes.

P.S According to Wayne, I get high when I eat SUGAR FREE things.

WTF. WTF. WTF.

Ohmygosh.

2010-12-13T21:54:00.005+08:00

Helloo! :)
The photos aren't very big so bear with it.

Caught Rapunzel; A Tangled Tale with Kor.
Wandered aimlessly after the movie.
I kept going to see accesories so Hongwei got bored. :)
Sorry uh.

Apparently Hongwei said he didn't give me a birthday present,
( he did luh, but he claims he didn't )
so this trip was my super lateee birthday present. :DD
HAHAHA.
Hongwei is a nicee brother okay?
Thanks for everything during this 2 years and the next 2 years to come.
We're still in the same class yeah? :DD

Jerone says she's pretty even if she's animated. :)
HAHAHA.

I cant go Telunas baby! :(
SADS, many pple are going leh.
Grace, Jerone, Wayne, Carissa etc.
I didn't go Wushu chalet too! :x
Dory and Fun don't go together, fate tears 'em apart.

NICOLE! :

You were the first person I met at DAJ. :D
We chatted tons much on the first day remember?
Super hearts you. You friendly, awesome etc.
I hope you liked the birthday present even though it was nothing much.
Please stay like this always. :D
Hope I see you at DAJ next year if I'm going.

DORYfish.

Alrights, I'm gonna end of with one of my favourite photos.
From the DAJ trip of course. :)

Isaac and Mac. Super cute! :D

One day every knee will bow.

2010-12-12T22:52:00.002+08:00

One day every tongue will confess you are God.
One day every knee will bow.

Desa Amal Jireh.

2010-12-10T21:28:00.004+08:00

Sorry people.
Random sequence of photos so that I'll save more for next time.
Sorry uh.
Warning though, words come before the pics.
Bear with it babes ;

Day 1 :
6 hours train ride with my SISTER.
I dont know how I survived but yeah. :)
Arrived at DAJ late at night. Around 9pm?
Mingyee, Letazia, Grace and Natalie started to get high when they saw the guys.
LOL.
Debrief then sleep.

Day 2 :
Wrapped presents for the kids.
Didnt leave the dorm except for meals and captain ball.
Poor elaineey. :DD
Anyway. She sprained her lovely ankle. D:
Superr pain man. Suay ttm.
Anyways, debrief then sleep again.

Day 3 :
Broga Hill hike! :O
LOL, tiring but worth it baby.
Kept grabbing onto Letazia. Whoops :x
Thank you Enze, Wayne and even Alex(!) for helping the girls.
Went to eat my own kind (fish) and chicken rice.
FOOD! :D
We played with the girls in the girls dorm.
SUPER FUN LUH.
I hearrts Elizabeth, Rani etc. :DD

Day 4 :
Carnival Day babes! :)
Went on a superr highh with Jianing!
She's my highing partner for the trip man. I've never been so high before.
Highed at the Sweets and Drinks store 13 with
Elaine, Eugene, Wayne, My sister etc.

Wayne you're black and gassy and please come out of the bottle. :))
LAUGHS. *inside joke*
And thanks guys who dunked in the pail.
You shoulda seen Elaine who was superr desperate to sell off everything.
Anyways, you should have been there.
It was the best day of the trip.

Day 5 :
Christmas party at night. Forgot what we did in the morning.
Me and Isaac were emcees.
The Dynamite Girls danced it out. (L)
Well, I learnt to eat with my hands from Vishna.
she's super nicee man.
Elizabeth kept stealing my sweets luh. :)

Well, after a long night, we said our goodbyes.
OMG. :'(
Rani hugged me then when I looked at her face, she was crying.
SUPER SAD.
Elizabeth just hugged me and smiled.
Plus I missed Nicole tons much luh.
Shall not say much yeah?
You had to be there like I said. :)

Day 6:
Home Sweet Home by coach.
Sat with Wayne, my random stranger.
SUPERR FUNNYY STORY.
I'll say it some other time.
Anyways, Daddy brought me and Tim home.
Crashed on the sofa like a PIG. :P

Me and Wayne. ;D

NICOLE! :)

CG 2 GIRLS! ;D

Rani, Elizabeth and Me. :)

Hearts them the most.

Me and Letazia @ church.

Group photo @ Broga Hill.

Group photo @ fish farm.

Eat your cake baby.

2010-12-09T21:48:00.003+08:00

ARGH.
I officially hate blogger.
I can't upload ANY of my beloved DAJ photos!!!
Freak them man.
Sorry babes, can't update my blog.
Please go to facebook if you're DESPERATE to see the pics.
:DDD
Hahahha.

Alrights,
since there's no photos to entertain.
( really sorry babes )
I have this really random feeling now.

To YOU:
I feel like texting you now.
I feel like chatting random things with you.
I feel like taking photos with you.
I feel like getting high now.
but...
I DONT HAVE YOUR FREAKING NUMBER.

heheh.
So yeaps. :D

Every moment I'm awake.

2010-12-08T00:22:00.002+08:00

Pissed at blogger.
I can't upload even ONE photo.
DAJ mission trip was an awesome experience.
Will elaborate and post pics tmr yeah?

Missing the kids there luh.
I can see why Mingyee, Letazia, Grace & Jerone are attached to DAJ.
:D
They're super cute and whatnot.

Alrights.
Both me and sis are sick so will turn in now.
Its late man, :)
Nights.

DAJ ttm!

2010-12-05T00:23:00.002+08:00

Heheh. :D I'm in DAJ now pple. Welcome me back with open arms luh. :) LOL. Its been an interesting trip so far. Anyways, expect me back on monday kay? One last activity tmr with the kids. Leaving soon though. Bye. :)

2010-12-01T00:15:00.002+08:00

I'M BORED.

Random.
But I don't feel like going tmr.
Crap.

P.S I shouldn't be in love with you. At least not now. Fml :/

Regrets.

2010-11-30T23:23:00.003+08:00

I'm leaving tmr for DAJ people!!
Please luh, dont miss me too much Amy twinneh. :DD
HEHEH ^^
Its the second time I'm going overseas during this hols.
HEY, but this is church mission trip kay?
I'm not on holiday or what.
Plus, I'm going with my sister. Its really not a good sign.
:(
But expect me back on the 6th of Dec alrightts.
I'll wont ever disappear.
Muahahaha :DD

To YOU:
Sorry. A thousand and one sorrys.
I am making you wait. For a really long time.
So I'll understand if you decide not to.

For a world without vision.

2010-11-29T00:01:00.002+08:00

Church > DAJ meeting > Home > Grandma's place > Home

Extended YaYA worship yeah?
We played a game that Pearlyn once intro to wushu.
The chicken one?
Except Shaun's version had like 8 levels. LOL?
Egg, Chicken, Eagle, Godzilla, Ultraman, King Kong, Emities (?), Immortal.
Funny ttm.
Only went up Godzilla level and that was like at the last min.
LOL.

A song chorus striked me today though.
Not something that happens often.

I want to run to the altar,
And catch the fire.
To stand in the place,
Between the living and the dead.

Give us a heart of compassion,
For a world without vision.
We will make a difference,
Bringing hope to our land.

There was this GUT-WRENCHING feeling during the verse,
"For a world without vision."
IDK what that means. -.-
But the feeling was like, totally numb pain.
Words can't explain it.
But I felt like crying and the tears were fighting to flow out.
So yeah. Pray for me please.
I don't even know whats wrong and I need the inner peace asap.

Alrightts,
amore with Liting tmr morning yeah?
Decided to set aside the rest of the day to think.
Really important.
Plus going off for church mission trip to KL.
From 1-6 Dec. ^^
Amy twinneh, dont miss me too much. :)

Thats it for today folks. LOL. ;)

Feeling the pressure.

2010-11-27T22:21:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah. K for karma, baby. :)
You pissed me off for some asshole excuse and almost immediately, someone calls you and you get twice as pissed as I was.
Woots.
You were selfish and did't gimme my fries. LOL.
In the end, you had to finish up all the food by yourself. :P
Ahhh, sweet revenge.
But after thinking for 5 min, the happiness just wasn't meant to stay.

I'll admit to it. Yeah. I'm kinda messed up now.
Mixed feelings everywhere. :( Feeling like utter crap. UGH.
I don't know what I want.
I don't know what to do.
Forget it. Words can't explain it all.

I know who else is feeling like crap too.
I rather help him than deal with my oh-so urgent problems.
God, lets make a deal.
If I help others, then can you help me?
Oh oh oh, or maybe you could send help on the way asap? ;(

Darn.

Gimme the love.

2010-11-24T23:59:00.002+08:00

Warning: Pictures are irrelevant to the post. Please do not take it too seriously. LOL.

It was a fairly interesting day today.
Woke up late as usual -.-
Cos of the day before's full day training + stayed up to watch D.I.E Again online.
LOL.

Met Tristan where we crapped at the library.
Come on, we need to revisit our chilhood days y'know. :)
I swear his favourite hobby is making fun of me. HEHEH^^
He attains joy from the childhood past time of teasing me.
GOSH.
Cheem english is back yeah? :)
Must have been influenced by him. LOL.

Started to get bored so we trained to Jurong East.
Revived those pri sch memories as we stepped into...
Singapore Science Center. :DD
Used to go there with all my pri sch besties luh.
Spent like 4 hours learning science and freezing. :)

Got hungry as usual on the way back.
Stopped at adm mac for a bite.
Started pouring out our woes when we walked back. LOL.
Damn,
Adm > My house > Pri Sch > Adm > My house
I can't freaking believe I did that.
But I did. LOL.

Yet, it was meaningful. Today's trip.
And yes, I will never suck up to that bitch no matter what. :DD
Learnt to deal with my problems.
Well sorta.
Thus, today was awesome. :D

I shall now retreat to the comfort of my bed.
Meeting/Training for tmr. ;(
Muscles are hurting to the core.
Nights.

P.S Hui Qing, I updated so you'll have something to look at. :DD

Your heart is the only instrument that can be broken and yet still work at the same time.
Thus giving you the full extent of the pain.
-Tristan. LOL.

Bad mood.

2010-11-21T16:47:00.002+08:00

Yeah. Im in a bad bad mood now.
Easily pissed nowadays I realise.
Crap.

I get pissed when people talk about ____ _____.
Sorry, but I shouldn't be pissed at them.
Cos its my own fault, so why am I blaming them yeah?
I hate the high fives and whoops.
Pessimistic me.
Its like I hate happy people. LOL.

Damn, like straight in my face.
So wayyyy not happy luh.
I feel like tearing those smiles down.
I feel like screaming, "Are you laughing at me, bitch?"
I just want to run to the toilet and cry it all out.
I don't want to hear it all.

Yes, you need to choose. Its not like you have all day, y'know.

2010-11-19T00:26:00.002+08:00

I shall go all out and be shameless.
Bear the the bluriness of the pics and my epic faces.
LOL.

Borrowed a book recommended by Joscelin.
Simply Irresistible by Rachael Gibson.
Author was recommended by Li Ting though.
Lalala. :)
Was kinda bored even though I know I should be sleeping.
Then I saw the book beside me.
Random idea popped into my empty head.
So yeah.
Hahah.

Is it really irresistible?

Went for PB Chalet ytd.
Met Jessica and Liting and Joscelin at City hall.
At first go Orange Grove with Mum and Dad.
Visited my Grand Aunt.
Though, I don't understand Cantonese,
all I knew was she kept saying I was tall. :)
HEHEH.
Visited grandparents then headed to City hall.

Anyways,
My parents don't encourage night activities.
Hahah. :)
Came late, left earlier. LOL.
Random dare or dare game by Sec 4s.
Jessica tio bullied man.

Lets give it some serious thought.

Training today was lonely.
Fats not around to pei me luh.
But learnt tons lots today from YangJL. :)
She damn cute luh.
Teach me halfway, then she laugh at my step.
Then I laugh with her too. LOL.
:D

Didn't do PT though.
Sorry luh. :(

Kept on thinking and thinking and thinking.

YUPS! It IS irresistible. :)

Amore tmr with Liting.

Jazz and CardioLatin bah.

Then gna head to sch for briefing.

Crap.

Alrightts, I need to sleep.

Its like what, 12.44am now.

WTF. So late!

Nights yeah? :)

15 Nov 2010

2010-11-15T22:03:00.002+08:00

Dugged out this year's birthday photo.
Well, sort of.
Had Youth sleepover (?)

No. Confusion is the word of the day.
Desicions to make, options to choose from, consequences to bear.
I wish someone would just tell me the correct answer.
Dory, be strong.
Letting those tears fall just ain't worth it luh.
I feel like screaming and kicking that chair over there.
I want to show that spoiled brat side of me and throw a mean tantrum.
DAMN, forget it luh.

HUGE THANKS to:
-Jiaenn; for the text.
Yes, I shall work hard and own their ass. :D
-Joscelin; for the chocs and cheer ups.
-Nasuha; for the crazy laughs. xD

Alrightts, gimme time luh.
I need to find something to vent out everything.
Dance classes up next please.
Training is torture with staircase and stupid duckwalk. -.-

P.S I need time. Sorry.

14 Nov 2010

2010-11-14T23:48:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is streaming results baby! :DD
Scared? Worried? Anxious?
Fret not! There is a perfect solution.
DONT BLOODY GO TO SCH AND SEE THE FREAKING PAPER.
Good to relieve stress and easy-to-use method.
Kidding much. 0.0

There's SC results tmr too.
DAMN, everytime I think about it,
I'm reminded of how useless I am. :((

I admit I was bored when I studied for EOY science.
Yeps. Lazy bum.
Lets hope I am able to wake tmr for wushu. :DD
I don't feel like going. -.-

JUMPED 3 bloody rounds up the stairs.
RAN 3 freaking rounds up the stairs.
CHIONGED 4-6 rounds around the parade square.

This just proves one thing.
Guan JL is back!! x.x
LOL. Lame but true.
Who else is that sadistic and torturous towards his students?
Lucky for those in NYAA.
Manyun, Pearlyn, Ivory, Nasuha...
My leg muscles still hurt and cry much luh.

Signed up for Amore with Mum today.
Yay, dance classes here I come.
Bye bye to those extra calories yeah?
Looking forward to amore, DAJ !, Wushu trainings (thats a big fat lie!).
HAHAH. :D

Oh baby, im hungry.
Tempting shit. LOL.
Clarence showed CG 2 pics of HUGE food.
Damn, the burger was surrounded by a sea of fries.
Gorgeous, heavenly, sinful and oh so delicious. :D
Crap, food makes me high.
How can I think of food at what..12.30am?

CRAP, its 12.30am!
Gotta sleep luh.
Tmr's wushu shall perish my unhealthy food thoughts. :D
And results will be out so, gimme the love yeah?
Hearts you and you and you.
LOL.

2010-11-08T22:18:00.002+08:00

Love is hidden in every corner, you choose whether you want to find it or not.

Just came back from Malacca. ^^
Fun and stuff. EAT SHOP SLEEP. :D
There's this pianist that played during dinner. :)
He's a 100% professional.
Damn, he take requests and plays on the spot.
He played I can't help falling in love with you and CALIFORNIA GIRLS on my request.
*big smile*

Anyways,
I need to burn off fats.
Having been eating good food at every meal.
Those fats just keep coming my way. :)
Really need dance and have wushu la.
Thank goodness tmr got training plus publicity.
I'm gna say goodbye to those extra calories.

Was pissed much in the morning.
Got kicked out of bed at 6.45am in the bloody morning.
Asshole -.-
I'm angry alrightt, but luckily anger doesn't last for long.
:D

Shall get a good night sleep now. :)

3 Nov 2010

2010-11-03T21:20:00.004+08:00

Heyo :DD
I'm like leaving tmr yeah.
Malacca with my family :D
I'm really happy I can spend time with Daddy and Mummy. :)
Cos this year I was so caught up in sch and stuff.
Didn't spend quality time. Guilty.

Dug up old photos, okay, not really old.
Recent photos la. :)
My favourites cos I don't look ugly in them. LOL.

BELOVED LA! :DD
Thanks Jess, Christine, Jiaqi and Jiayi( whose not in the photo).
Accompanied me through this 2 years man.
Withstand my nonsense and stupid stuff.
Forgave me when I was an idiot and really encouraged me not to sleep in class.
Thanks for th happy times. Seriously. :DD

Bugis outing with Jos, Liting and Jiaenn.
So stressed taking peekcha beside the 3 chiobu la. :)
Had fun times with them individually and tgt. Thank yous (:
For listening to my rantings occasionally and just being with me la.
Smiles :DD

3D movie with prefects. ;)
Prefects are awesome la.
I feel like an idiot cos no matter what I did, PB is still combining with SLC.
Shall not raise that, sensitive topic yeah?
HAHAH :DD
Actually, I just like this peekcha. LOL. :)

Yeah, we're RETARDS! :DD
Thats why we belong together man.

Peekcha from Fithri's birthday. :)
Swensen's with plenty of food. Heheh^^

Happy la, got food ma. :DD

Wushu Warriors! :D
Sads cos seniors stepping down soon man.

I don't know if G96 can handle sia...

Guilty again man. Sorrys x.x

But I'm grateful for Generation 96. :D

Alrightts, was bored la.

Facebook nothing much le lo.

Stoning in front of both the com and tv.

GLEE LAST EPISODE!!

Tonight man. Looking forward.

IDK why I suddenly like Glee. LOL. :DD

Updates when I come back from Malacca okay?

P.S Please tag la people.

You don't tag I don't have the motivation to update. :)

Silent Readers out there!, start talking already! :D

2 Nov 2010

2010-11-02T22:09:00.003+08:00

Desperately in need to DANCE.

New Taichi Coach today.
She's quite young, more like a senior than Coach.
She's cute, I like her.
Hahahaha :D

So far, nothing much in my life.
Going off for a holiday outing with family.
Daddy said something about Spa or what.
Cool la. ;D
Alrightts, jus jiayou for my streaming.
Quite sianx ttm.

29 Oct 2010

2010-10-29T23:27:00.002+08:00

Many AWESOME things have happened.
Sad too but yeah.
OMG, had publicity recently.
Went back to WRPS :D

Shiok la. ;)
Nostalgia ttm.
Mdm Renu, Mr Chay, Mrs Chay.
The familiar scene made me high to the core.
Was practically jumping and skipping around like some little girl with candy.

Performed for the Pri 6 including my Sis.
Felt quite weird though.
Everytime I went on that stage, was for ballet.
Now, its wushu.
A bit of applause when I came out after Winnie.
Its nice to know my juniors do remember me. :)
Mistakes and stuff but not alot.

ShiMin pointed out the Soaring Eagle award trophy to me.
Reminded me of last time. :)
During pri one, I used to go and look at the trophy during recess time.
Then I'll dream that I could win that beautiful trophy.
It nearly happened though.
Hahaha, until I found out that the so called glass eagle was plastic.
That was after Shawn won. Hehehe^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FITHRI!
Celebrated for her today @ CWP.
Swensens then cake.
Timezone for neo prints too.
Saw this damn awesome guy on the dancefloor.
Only his lower half of the body was moving la. OMG.
Mrted home and walked.

Guilty to PoonManyun.
Sorry uh Fats.
Had this damn horrible headache in the morning.
Suckish la.
Had to text Jiaenn and say I won't go for publicity.
Sorry to Fats yeah?
Pang seh you even after my promise.
Sorrysorrysorrysorry. :x
Me and LiTing.

25 Oct 2010

2010-10-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey.
Not a very nice day today.
Watched some drama by Sec 1 during the whole day.
Yes, I'm easily pissed. I have this thing called a short temper.
I got pissed off today.
Only one word: UNSUPPORTIVE.
F you man. -.-

Had wushu training today.
For performers only, but went back for extra training.
Stupid cy, pangseh me la.
Ended up training sword.
Felt damn failed can? ;(
Kept making mistakes and lost my balance like tons of times.
Even Coach say I must practice until I familiarise.
Help me :(

I wish I were good at everything I do. But I am not.

2010-10-23T20:56:00.008+08:00

Intriuged by the beautiful photo.
Maybe I'm a freaking sentimental.
But I remember all those little things people do for me.
Or all those small signs.
Argh, I don't know why,
but been feeling nostalgic recently.
Flashbacks of you man.
Fml :/

Rainy days, Heaven's Base, Xiaoyu etc.
They remind me of you.
Shit, can't stop thinking bout the time we had.
Why? I should be over you by now.
I guess no one ever measured up to you.

I suck for thinking about you. Yes.

Had photo exhibit(?) making in the morning.
Damn but I'm sorry I was hungry okay?
Yeah, I should have done the work first.
But had an awesome time with Heimern, Amy, Kim and Fangfang.
HeiMern freaking funny la.
Laughed ttm. :)

Training in the afternoon. Was late with Kim. Paiseh la. Kept doing Taiji. Shit man. I damn fail lor, forgot lots of steps le.

Had to ask Seniors for help.

Sorry Pearlyn, Junquan and Kaijun. Darren and Weejoon too.

They helped me regain my short memory. :)

Do Taiji halfway then see Christian and Ian playing their freaking basketball there.

Dammit. Eheheh. :)

End training early cos of heavy rain.

First time I heard such an awesome way to end training. :D

Then Coach say I need come back training on Mon w/ Cy.

Crap. My sleeping day. LOL.

22 Oct 2010

2010-10-22T15:00:00.004+08:00

I missed DAMAT
I miss primary school alright. :/
Nostalgia to the core man. Gah.
I miss alot of people, some that I know I shouldn't miss.
Like YOU.
Because of a certain message, every memory of you comes with regret.
"It would be a sweet memory if it was true."
Honestly.
Suddenly Im sadded. Ugh.

I want a guy:
Who's not afraid to hold my hand in front of everyone.
Who's willing to dance with me day or night.
Who puts my fringe back in place and says I don't have to tilt my head and do it myself.
Who lets me squeeze his hand when im in pain.
Who's willing to listen to my bitching and just smile and agree that she's a bitch.
Who will tell me "Its just soft muscle.", when I say I look fat.
Who does everything he can to convince me that we're meant to be.

Merger sucks man.

Feel like telling that bitch she's wrong to the core.

If everyone doesn't want the merger, then why are you forcing us all?

Get a life luh.

Shall not drown in my sorrows.

ONGLITING and FITHRIYAANI!

Lets learn dance tgt please! :D

I need someone to dance with me.

2010-10-20T23:04:00.002+08:00

RESULTS.
Disappointing ttm.
Never fails to happen everytime.
All I shall say is,
I must stay happy for the holidays. :D
Can't let all those shit get to me.
But when I''m with you, I forget all those unhappy things.

Fml man. :/

You can't stop yourself from being in love.

13 Oct 2010

2010-10-13T22:34:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OH-VER!

Lalala~
Happiness to the core. :)
Until I think about the results.
Crap.
Ain't it awesome?
The cam not mine though.
Borrowed one.
Better than nothing. LOL.

HEHE. Obsessed me. LOL.

So awesome right?

Wahaha :x

I wish it was mine though.

Sianx.

Buy me one people!

I'll just blackmail Ian into teaching me.

Or something. Ahaha. :)

I'm not a pervert, noobs.

My leg colour vs my arm colour.
Look at the skin colour contrast.

Went to MARINA BARRAGE today.

Met peeps at khatib MRT.

Journeyed there by mrt and bus.

Started flying kite.

Coolios.

Childhood happiness comes with flying kites.

So cool.

Then played in the water park.

Got attacked man. :)

Fithri and Jess came later.

Flew kite with Jess.

Kinda fail cos our kite string too little.

LOL.

Then played with water.

Got "punched" in the eye. HAHAH.

Crap.

Its turning like what, blue?

Sianx.

Swollen too ya know.

Hurts when I do my usual facial expressions.

Lol.

Thats my arm.

You can seriously see that I was sunburnt. :)

Shall rest tmr due to the fact that I can't leave my house.

Guess its a good thing too.

I need to rest my going to be black eye.

Sianx.

3 Oct 2010

2010-10-03T20:09:00.002+08:00

AHAHAHA! GOTCHA!

You were just caught reading my blog.
Interesting eh?
Hahas.
Sorry, I've been rather kee siao lately.
Just plain crazy yeah.
Like, "SAUSAGE!"
*laughs*

Alrights,
I think I study too hard lerhh.
Then my brain fried liaos.
Actually, not true.
Im a total lazy bum.
Im trying to study but I can't.
I can't wait for exams to be over.
I just wanna go to Marina Bay with PREFECTS again!
Muahaha :x

Plus, totally looking forward to possible dance classes during the hols.
OMG!!!
Dance. :)
How awesome.

Anyways, sorry that I owe lots of people pictures.
I shall get to it soon enough.
Psps :x

Please wish me luck for EOY.
I know my marks ain't gonna be that good,
so please don't reprimand me.
My brain can't register NUMBERS (ahem, math, ahem),
can't recognise true facts (cough, history, cough),
and can't do experiments (science).

Thanks.

26 Sep 2010

2010-09-26T15:59:00.003+08:00

CHIO PENS.

Marina Barrage.

LOVE!

MAD-AWESOME DANCE! :D

Sorrys, im obsessed.

I love couple dances.

Like this one,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d3DJpDHd7kY&feature=related

ITS AWESOME TTM! :D

If ya wanna be my boyfren, then you've gotta be able to dance.

You can't NOT dance, its a total must.

Went to Marina Barrage ytd with

Fithri, Li Ting, Christian, Ian and Aqmal.

AWESOME TIME.

We took many many many photos.

*smiles*

Had fun even if it was raining.

Enjoyed myself ttm. :D

Had combat skirmish today.

Real live game with guns and ammunition.

LOL.

Sensors larhh.

Damn cool.

Went with Youth CPC today.

Fun!

I would recommend, its great! :D

EOY is coming and im slacking.

Gonna die soon.

Trying to mug and failing at it.

So....yeah.

I'll try not to come online so often,

unless its to watch dance vids! :D

19 Sep 2010

2010-09-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

Home doesn't feel like home.

Warning: This a long and word-y post.

This doesn't feel like home.
Its just a room with people called "My family".
Its changed so much even I don't recognise it.
I can't stand coming home.
I don't want to feel this way.
But duh, there's a reason.

My ___.
She sucks.
I can't even tell her that.
She can tell me in my face that I suck.
And my mum just laughs it off.
She tells me she doesn't wanna be like me cos Im such a failure.
She says I should be the one getting out of the room
if I don't want to see her face.
WTF? Its MY room bitch.
Yeah im sharing it with you,
but Im was the one who was sleeping, then you come in,
and just HAD to make yourself known by slamming the door.
Then I tell you nicely that I want to get some rest.
You told me to **** off. !!!

So, I told you to get out cos I didn't want to see your face.
Take note, I was bloody tired cos the night before was Mid Autumn
and I slept late unlike her who slept at 10pm!
Then you said I should be the one getting out.
Of course I was pissed ttm. -.-
UGH!

Alrights, happy things now. Not really.
Worship by CG2 was great today.
Except I screwed up cos I was nervous during prayer.
OMG. I forgot to say Amen.
SHIT. I SUCK.
Nehmind.

There's tons of things to say but im a total idiot.
I keep forgetting.
Oh yeah!

Im just gonna pretecnd nothing happened between us.
Because im a coward.
I don't want to know. I can't face up to it.
So im just gonna be the stupid coward that I am.
And hide in my shell hoping no one will ever notice.
Thanks.

I don't like change.
For example, YouthM. is combining with YA.
Plus, Pastor Edwin won't be teaching our CG.
Sads :(
Sorry to say, I don't like this decision.
Even if it was made by the church.
I don't know how to accept it.
Sorry.

He makes me wanna twirl my hair, smile really sweet and do those girly stuff.
I think its called flirting.
-Perfect shot, RomanticComedies.

16 Sep 2010

2010-09-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

Zi highing! :D

heyheyhey.
Have been freaking happy today.
I can't stop smiling to myself.
Its creepy.
LOL.

Walked with twinneh to sch today.
OMG.
I saw ____!
*gets hyper*
Hahah.
That person was on the way to sch with family.
!!!
That person got see me or not, IDK.
Most importantly is that I SAW!!
Its been what, 3 weeks.
:D
LOL.
Amy said I kept smiling to myself.
Sorrys :x
Couldn't stop grinning even in school.

Then, I felt sleepy.
Must have used too much energy lerhhs.
Felt sleepy all the way.
Presentation was okayy durign english.
Except that Ian didn't print script?
LOL.
Then lit was quite nice I suppose.
Hehe.

Met up with 1/2 of G96 after sch.
Ate lunch with Fithri and Christian.
Towlams is nicee..
He treat bubble tea. Thanks :D
By then, I ate lunch, yoghurt and bubble tea.
Was feeling happy more than ever.
FOOD MAKES ME HAPPY ;D
Well, that and ____!

Overall, I was happily tired.
Or sleepily happy.
Or something.

Tmr is Mid Autumn.
Can't wait to burn candles and play fire.
Lalala~
Wish me luck too.
My qiangunfan needs all the luck it cann get.
Im weak at JiTiJian too. SO yeah....

Im telling you I smell cookies wafting out of the ovens
of the little elves that live in your hair.
-98.7FM

15 Sep 2010

2010-09-15T23:36:00.003+08:00

Happier times now. :D
Yeah babeh.
LOL xD

Feeling more hardworking nowadays.
And tired too.
I tell you, I studied, then I slept.
So awesome. LOL.
Easily tired. IDK why.
I swear Jessica planned it.
HAHAH.
She made Cheng Yang poke me with this sharp thingy.
MAMA, bul-lee!
Hehe.
Of course I woke up.
Not only that, I stayed awake for the rest of th lesson.
Not bad eh?

Wushu was...tiring?
Not sure sia...
Cos practised for Mid-Autumn.
Not bad, JiTiJian sehh.
:D
Erh, kept laughing with Faddy.
LOL.
And im a failure at QianGunFan.
Damn suck.
I swear I got blue black on my back.
Hehe.
Plus, I CUT MYSELF!
With the Jian on my forehead.:/

Dory, how stupid can you get?
Very.Very.Very.
I know. LOL.

NO MORE WUSHU LERHHS.
Shit. Bye bye training, hello Fats. :)
I need to improve lehhs. Feeling like a failure.
Shall con some of G.96 to go train with me.
HAHAH^^

Alrights, I have decided to update whenever I can.
Cos im awesome and you know it.
Lame. -.-

10 Sep 2010

2010-09-11T00:21:00.002+08:00

AWESOME-NESS IS ME.

LOL.
Sorrys, but im happy! ^^
Heheh.
Went shopping ytd w/ Jia Enn, Li Ting and Joscelin.
Yeah, we walked and talked.
And shopped and ate. :D
Plusplusplus,
I BOUGHT BADGES!!!!
How awesome!
Sorry, I know im crazy but yeah...
You can't stop a happy gal.

Shall not elaborate.
Pics next time cos imma lazy piggy.
LOL.
Had a relaxed day at home today though.
Did my tuition plus math tutor.
I couldn't help but keep thinking.
I think, thought, wondered, dreamt.
But what I couldn't do, was to find out,
why you treated me that way?

Kept reminding myself of all the negative things.
Can someone please brainwash me?
I waana forget what happened.
Thats what im gna do.
Im gna convinvce myself that we're all good people.
Alright?
Keep smiling babe! :D

That was random but yeah....
This is gonna be more random.
I FEEL LIKE DANCING.
I FEEL LIKE EATING.
I FEEL LIKE READING.
I FEEL LIKE PLAYING MY PIANO.
I FEEL LIKE LOVING YOU ALL OVER AGAIN.
I feel like doing all the things I like doing. :D

1 Sep 2010

2010-09-02T00:36:00.003+08:00

Today was AWESOME, yeah?
Hahah^^
Shall not elaborate.
Need to say some stuff out, so like yeah...

Have been feeling really frustrated these few days.
Cos I feel like I don't belong at times.
Even at school, at home.
In class, with prefects, with friends.
Im too weird, no wonder. Ugh.
I need 6 months to do my rediscovery of life.
Baby. gimme some time.
I suck. :(
Wait, there are people who suck more.
Let me tell ya.

Jalums: You're pissing me off. And irritating me. You suck.
Okayy, I shall be nice. I'm just annoyed at you for what you do.
And how you treat me. I don't like how you don't bother listening and
how I or others feel the hurt and blame because of just what you say.
Sometimes you yourself ain't that good, so why are you putting the rest of us down?
Did we offend you before?
Im trying not to be specific cos I don't want others to know who you are.
You actually quite nice. So why do this me? All im asking for is a little respect
and appropriate leadership from you. Maybe more. But you should start with the basics yeah?

How about some examples? During a certain event, you were suppose to be around.
I don't care what happened to you, all I knew was, you're irresponsible.
I hated how you acted like you knew it all. Actually you didn't.
Then you try to act like nothing happened, but you not being there is alr a big thing.
Who doesn't know? Then when time is up and things aren't finish,
you turn around and look at me. You look at us.
What? What thing? Our fault is it?
I didn't like how you said it was our fault.
I pitied the person who had to listen to you. He/She could have just smacked you in the face.
He/She was just too nice.

I didn't like how you were so afraid. I felt like telling you it was your own problem.
It was because you were irresponsible thats why you're afraid now.
Why should I help you when you weren't there for me lots of times?
You think you're the only one who has a full schedule?
Check mine, check others. Think about others too yeah?
Thats all I have to say.

Sorry this had to be a ranting post.
But I've been keeping it in for too long.
I've gotta let it go.

28 August 2010

2010-08-28T20:28:00.003+08:00

hey baby. :)

Waiting for my updates right?

I knew it.

Anyways, have been busy.

With dance and stuffs.

Modified Tick Tock with FITHRI & LI TING! :D

Fun yet tiring.

Had a good talk with them.

Hey...I just realised,

I LOVE TALKING! :D

Been feeling pissed, irritated and stuffs.

Of course there isn't always negative stuff.

I've been laughing like crazy.

And smiling lots.

Remember, frowning takes 47 muscles

but smiling only takes 17 muscles. :)

So...smiling helps reduce wrinkles.

Yeah, baby!

Alrights, today was quite awesome.

Had dance....w/ energy and enjoyment.

Plus, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAPTAIN REN PING! :D

You're awesome and loving.

You've encouraged me during wushu and cared for every other warrior.

When I just come to wushu,

you made all G96 feel welcomed. :)

We love you lots, and I'll miss you when you graduate.

Come back alrights? ^^

We celebrated for ren ping.

Sorry there's no pics.

Next time alrights.:)

Okayy, updates again next time.

20 August 2010

2010-08-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

hearts this pic. we look awesome. :)

Sorry larhh, but we bully Chengyang. :)

Yo. whazzups? :)

I know. Haven been updating.

Sorry Weifeng plus th dun know who,

who kept asking me to update.

Ohyeah!

SHIMIN! :D

Hahah.^^

Quite busy w/ projects and stuff.

But check out my Cultural night pics on facebook and help me tag yeah?

Thanks much.

Have been feeling weird these few days.

Jealousy, hatred, humour and just a tinge of everything.

So yeah...

And pissed off too! Can't forget that.

I just wna dance it all away.

Is someone free for 3 hours?

Teach me, accompany me, to dance it all out.

Please?

Reminds me,

I WNA WATCH STEP UP 3D!! :D

The girl rocks to th core. :)

Her dancing is awesome-ness man.

*huge smiles*

Anyways, JIAYOU! (fake oil)

To: Joscelin; ren okayys? dun worry :x

Plus, SHIMIN!, dun be a silent reader. Ahaha. :)

Ands, I've got tons of things to say but I forgot.

You can't blame me,

I got STM, I tell you all before.

Did I?

Whoops :x

I forgot again.

8 Aug 2010

2010-08-08T13:56:00.003+08:00

Admit it, wushu's costume, looks and is AWESOME. :D

Cultural Night rehearsal. (wushu w/ makeup.)

Taken at Joo Chiat CC performance.

Grad Noon.

During Grad Noon Rehearsal.

YO!

Long time since I blogged.

Yesterday was Cultural night.

AWeSOME-NESS.

Wushu finale applause was so damn shiok cann?

Loved it.

Even during competition,

applause was only given to th pros.

Ytd was freaking damn awesome.

Nth else to say.

HAHAH^^

More pics next time when im free.

26 July 2010

2010-07-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

Heya.
Have been taking a break from th com.
Am really busyy.
Will someone just shoot me now?
Ugh.
Anyways, just a quick update.
Cultural night on 7 Aug yeah?
Support us okayys?
Cos wushu plus other cca are performing.
You know you wna see us. :D

And, grad noon dance.
Have been coming along great.
Sorry baby, kinda enjoy dance more than wushu now.
Sianx -.-
So...updates next time.
;D

Sorry baby. I build canons, position guns
and place a military force to protect my most prized possesion.
MY HEART.
I ain't letting you steal it. So don't waste your time.
Oh yeah~

7 July 2010

2010-07-07T23:26:00.002+08:00

RAWR !.
Im back. Miss me?
I know, tons right?
HAHAH^^

Haven been online for a looong while lerhhs.
Thats right.
Actually im suppose to be doing IPW.
fml ;/
Have been coming home at 7 plus 8 plus for these past 2 weeks.
Sianx -.-
Tired like crap and there's still homework.
Will someone just shoot me dead NOW.
ugh.

Kayy, shall be guai and continue my IPW instead of wasting time.
Gah.
byebye loves. :D

25 June 2010

2010-06-25T22:19:00.003+08:00

WUSHU CAMP 2010! :D

Yeap, th one with the leg up is me

th one reaching for the pants is Jos.

The one in th middle is Manyun being cute.

LOL^^

Wushu camps rocks.

Had 3 day in the row trainings.

MY LEG TEAR LE LAH.

Have been splitting like siao.

CAn't believe it.

Pain...

Games rock larhh.

Horsetail was violent and *ahem* exposing.

Yeap, warriors all know what happened.

haha.^^

My group, Nasuha and Deng Wei as facils,

Me, Ivory, Ming Shan, Ruo Ting and the famous WEE REN.

LOL^^

He damn funny larhh.

We're the Best Group.

hehe :D

Not much elaboration.

Just look at facebook and see us spamming w/ wushu pics.

Why do I love this wushu camp?

Cos all 5 generations were there.

So awesome larhh.

Thank you Seniors! :)

16 June 2010

2010-06-16T22:58:00.005+08:00

Absolutely awesome.^^
This show rocks ttm! :D
The dancing is so wayy beautiful.
YES LITING, LETS LEARN LATIN TOGETHER.

Plus, today's episode was great.
The way they danced...
*smiles*
Too awesome to describe.

Look at the main actor and actress
Bernice and Steven, I think.
They act alot of shows tgt lerhh.
I think they dance awesome together.^^
Sorry, im suddenly in love with DANCE again.

Watched KARATE KID w/ Mummy.
I love that show!
Yes, its THAT awesome.^^
GO WATCH! :D

They're so cute right?
I think its so cool that he's able to learn wushu so fast.
See pple like me, learn so long liao still so cha.
Sianx -.-
Hahah.

Am enjoying taiji.
Sure, I miss my Jing Sai Jian...
HAHAH. :D
But, not performing for sch annivasary.
Cos im emceeing.
Sianx, got new added item sia..
Watch out for it.
;D

Alrightts,
shall stop here.
Tomorrow am gna head over to sch for rehearsal.
Then meeting CG2!
Lalalala^^

Is this a sign that we're not meant to be?

2010-06-10T19:01:00.005+08:00

IM BACK LOVE!
MISS ME?^^
haha.
Back from Pb trip.
Awesome ttm!

Alrightts, pics not in order.
I'll let the pics do th talking then. ;D

Group pic at Cowboy show.
Wtf? No one looking at my cam except me. -.-
So fail.

Kim, me and Yuqi camming w/ crazy hats. :D

Wei Xiang mesmerised by tiger.

Jos throwing coin into wishing well.

Wtf?

I made a wish and guess where the coin landed,

ON THE ROCK!

Is this a sign that we're not meant to be?

Neh mind, I made that wish again and it went into the water.

Will the effect still be the same?

Family pic at the resort room :D

Me, Lydia, Melanie, Samantha, Hazira and Mui Han

Fithri and Jessica.

Me, Fithri and Jessica w/ the Red Indian guy. :D

YuQi so cutee!

Love this pic cann?

This shot is by the awesome me :D

Laughing Jos and the delicious pizza!

2nd Family Photo. :D

Christian seh...

Resort room...

Me and Jessica huai mian bao during lunch.

Group pic at the campsite b4 leaving.

Fithri and the guys. :D

In the hall after bath time.

Scenery is awesome ttm!

Awesome shot by the awesome me again!

Haha^^

Sean so cute! :D

Group pic at the tour guide school.

They so enthu cann?

Kim eating. Unglam!

HAHAH,

didn't post alot of pics cos I lazy.

Overall, trip was awesome.

FLYING FOX,RAPELLING,RAFTING AND WATER CONFIDENCE ROCKS.

Yes, im not a fan of water sports,

but enjoyed myself though.

Just shuttup about me looking stupid.

HEHE^^

911 Rescue was COOL.

Except we failed.

NEH MIND, lalala.

Cowboy show was quite cool please.

Righttt?

The girls like jos, jess, kim, yuqi were scared.

*smiles*

I was standing behind taking pics.

Alrightts, laughed like hell all the way back from Malacca.

Yes, im siao.

Okayy, gna go lerhhs.

Im in love with STEPS!

The dance rocks to the core.

I swear im gna find a partner and learn partner dances.

So way cool.

Anyone willing to learn w/ me?

HAHAH^^

3 June 2010

2010-06-03T23:20:00.002+08:00

haha. im back!
have been going back to sch this whole week.
so sianx -.-

MONDAY
Went to sch for heritage trip to Labrador park, Kent Ridge and one more place.
haha.
Fun yeah?
Mosquitos are hated though.
Managed to get cam from dad, so yeaps.
Pics taken unlike last time when im so blur,
forget to take cam.
Stupid me has becomed smart.
HAHAH.
No larhh.

Had wushu when we came back.
Tiring but fun.
Like always.

TUESDAY
Came back for dance rehearsal.
Fun.
Finished 97% of it le lorrh.
hahah.
WE ROCK! :D
Slept on th sofa almost immediately again.
Freaking tired please.

WEDNESDAY
PB trip briefing.
Sounds fun! So way excited.
Can't wait.
Lets hope its as fun as last year BINTAN!
Do we get to choose roommates?
HOPE SO^^

Had dance rehearsal after that in th LT.
Music was awesome.
:D
Thanks Ian.^^
Im like so nice. :P
hahaha.

Bused back w/ Fithri.
Didn't leave w/ th rest cos FIFI (haha) left here phone in th LT.
Went back to get it.
IM SO NICEE^^
hehe.
Changed into daddy's YTL Concert shirt.
Its so way awesome lorr.
:D

Met sis and Mum downtown.
Stupid shopping.-.-
Now I know why guys hate shopping.
Was kinda pissed off too.
Steamboat at J.Pot made up for it though.
:D

TODAY
8 hours of being in the hall watching 24 chinese plays.
Educational, I agree.
Fun, only when I press the bell.
Yes, im a timekeeper.
Dun worry, Ian went through the cold too.
hahah.
Sorry I skipped wushu. They started on taolu lerhhs.
Nehmind^^
Shall work harder on Sat.
Showed off my bubble tea to Xinyi during training.
haha.
Sorry larhh.
Would have offered to you if JL wasn't there.

Went to library to settle some stuff before heading back to Causeway to meet mum.
Did shopping (again)
At least this time,
she bought stuff for me.
hahah ;D
Stuff for PB trip and yeah.....
Headed home after that.

Alrightts.
Shall stay at home tmr and be nice to my revision by spending time w/ them.
The math tutor was practically crying.
"Do the chapters dory! Take your pencil and spend more time w/ me!"
Then that Science Assesment book went,
"You've been neglecting me! Tmr better spend 2 hours more pampering me!"

Walao. -.-
I bullied by my books sia...
Okok, sleep liao hor.

Did you have to post that?
I was just gna forget you then you post those pics?

Do you have to remind me of how obsessed I am?
How in love I am with you?
That I'll kill to be as perfect as you.
That I'll kill to be next to you.
To be even near you.
To have you even acknowledge my existence in your life.

Just a glance is all it takes.
Just a word is all I need.
Just a text will make me happy.
Give me a nod.
Give me a smile.
Give me a chance to see you.

No matter how far, how different we might be.
Im too stubborn to admit we're not meant to be.

31 May 2010

2010-05-31T21:24:00.002+08:00

Someone is currentlybeing lame in my ear.
Yups :)
If you ever get to read this, you know who you are.
haha. xD

Alrightts.
Lotsa of stuff happened recently.
Shall not elaborate yeah?
Hmm, lets talk about significant events.

Like th Yishun Sec performance. :D
Went in th morning.
They had the opening of their new indoor sports hall.
Looks like an indoor basketball court actually.
hehe :)
Loved our ending.
NICEEE :)
Plusplusplus, saw JONAS!
From Chong Pang's next Top Speaker.
happy-ness! ;D
He was the emcee. Awesome.

Went back to sch for clean and shine.
hahah. xD
Li Ting and I were toilet gods yeah?
Fun yeaps.
Even let the guys go into the girls toilet until they got caught.
Whoops :x
HAHAH.^^

Report card time!
Sian diao. Im a total failure please.
Stop trying to console me.
I know I suck, so yeaps.
20/43 in class.
Dropped like wth.
From 2/43, I added a zero, to 20/43
Alrightts.
Forget the unhappy stuff. :(

Announcement of new taolu.
Byebye JingSaiJian, (actually not really)
HELLO TAIJI QUAN AND MAYB XINQIANG.
Welcome.^^
LOL.
Plus, got promoted to A division.
W-T-F?

Cabbed to sch today.
Cos I woke up late.
Bled me dry please. haha.
Twinneh too lor.

shall stop here.
More next time.
bye. !

21 May 2010

2010-05-21T23:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHENG YANG AND XIN DA.
yeaps.
They tmr same b'day. hahas.

Pains all over. I wish someone would help me massage my back.
Sianx -.-
Bleahs to Manyun, Jiaqi and Chengyang.
They nvr come on thurs(first training after MYE)
NEH MIND. lols.
Wushu is on sat nows.
Haih, sad life. :(

Anyways, had Ceramic enrichment.
Sorry Jocelyn, our class is really weird.
psps -.-
Stayed behind for a really long time.
Jessica too.
Im gna kill that idiot when I find him/ her.

Alrightts, am really bored and in pain.
So..gna watch ILJIMAE^^
Its not an obsession!, understand anot Ian?
bleahs :x

17 May 2010

2010-05-17T21:52:00.003+08:00

Its been 10 days since...

Anyways, I've just realised something.
^^
Shuai guys who fight or do martial arts.
*sigh*
I dun know why. They're just too awesome.
Likelikelike,
ILJIMAE!

Ohmygosh,
Im being so way random.
Nehmind.
Its not like anyone reads my blog anyways.
bleah.

Feel asleep in eng today.
Whoops:x
Sorry, was just too tired.
I mean, I was only half awake please.
Fell right back to sleep anyways.
Realised it was kinda a little too noisy.
So had to wake up anyway.
Good for me ^^

Alrightts.
Tomorrow is another day.
:D

14 May 2010

2010-05-15T22:20:00.005+08:00

haha. I miss wushu too much lerhhs.

Well well well...

Im Back!

haih.

Chey, I update like no diff sia...

bleahs:x

Anyways, you know th son g"Remember my name"?

By fort minor?

yups.

With inspiration from another person,

(actually I ripped that person off. Shhh!)

here are the improvised chorus.

Enjoy! ;D

Cos its 10 % luck (to be near him),

20% skill (to get him to notice you),

15% concentrated power of will (to be able to study when he's near you),

5% pleasure (when you see that awesoemly cute face),

50% pain (knowing that you can't be together),

and 100% reason to remember that name.

Nice right?^^

haha.

Applicable to certain pple that I know.

Whoops. :x

All rights,

had a nice time today.

Did th interview thingy w/ Huilin's group.

Tristan came too.

bleahs:x

He changed quite alot.

Shall not elaborate though.

Kayy, night! haha.

Updates next time. ^^

14 May 2010

2010-05-14T22:50:00.002+08:00

hello.
Shall be nice and blog,
to make up for th HUGE no. of days I nvr blog le.

Well, lets see wad happened today shall we?
Hmmm, started off happy in th morn cos MYE is oh-vah!
Unexpected met up w/ twinneh at adm.
Thought she go lerhhs.
Chey. Cheat my feelings. :x
LOL^^

So sorry to JIAQI and JESSICA.
I know Jessica not waiting for me de lorhs.
bleah:x
So..sorry Jiaqi. Sorta pang seh-ed u.
Crapped w/ twinneh as usual all th way to sch.
Was feeling happy happy.

Art was bleah, nth unusual.
Went to science class, died and gone to heaven.
Walao, Ian cheat me larhh.
Say wad science only comes out on Mon.
:P
Kills u. Wasn't mentally prepared sia...
Erm, lets just say my results are as awesome as Hong Wei gaying w/ Yong Hui?
yeaps :x
LOL^^

Anyways, mood went low low low from that point.
Well, at least I passed.
If my mood was printed on a graph,
after science, the line sure went too low to count.
Continued all th way till after sch.
IDK why.
Just felt like chionging home into my bedroom
and just cry.
:(

Jessica, Ian, Kimberley and Yu Qi noticed I like bad mood.
LOL^^
Was just sads. Nth much.
Thanks anyways.
I guess it was just the after effect of some things that happened.
haih.
Slugged home but w/ Jis, Bei Ning and Winnie.

Alrights, shall stop here.
Crying ain't solving anything thats for sure.
You're just gna keep on drowning yrself.
bleahs:x
Meeting Sze Jia, Huilin, Twinneh and Shawn tmr.
Should I go?
Buh-byes.

P.S With 8 people asking you, "why like that?",
and thr's only 1 of yourself to answer, "Erm..IDK.",
don't you feel like crying too?

13 May 2010

2010-05-13T17:06:00.002+08:00

SSC photo w/ Ehmai, Aud, Mars, Tris and b'day boy Shawn

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

SHAWN YEO;6Violet buddy AND

NICHOLAS TAN;sec 2E classmate.

LOL^^

MYE is over babee!

So awesome feeling.

hahah.

I know I haven been updating, so yups :)

Today will make up for everything. I hope.

LOLS.

Was hallucinating ytd.

seriously.OMG

Thought I saw 6C* at adm station.

Except wearing Presbytarian high sch u instead of his/her own sch u.

Bloody shocked please.

Thought 6C transfer sch.

Chey, got a closer look in the train itself.

Not 6C larhh.

Cheat my feelings. :x

Wahaha.

Then when going home,

I thought I saw 2T*.

That one really shocked me cann?

Black top, black bottom and sling bag.

Walked th other direction but met again at 1st level.

Chey....also not 2T.

Another one cheat my feeling. :x

I could swear th people I saw were 6C and 2T.

But its not lehh.

Sianx -.-

They are th two people that I really want to see.

Why are my eyes giving me false hopes?

Im bloody hallucinating.

See!, th pressure's of MYE.

hahah.

okayy, shall close here.

More updates cos MYE is over.

ohyeah~

P.S Names with a * are fake to protect these people's identity. :)

7 May 2010

2010-05-07T23:04:00.002+08:00

So long no post lerhhs.
MYE is here.
So yupps, must study harder than usual. Wahaha :x

Happy Birthday to (wait, let me check fb first)
okok.
To Leon and Wei Xiang.
Sorry ar.
Wei Xiang one is Alina tell me.
Leon one is facebook tell me. LOL^^

sorry. short post. hehe.
bb

16 April 2010

2010-04-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

LAST DAY OF WUSHU COMPETITION.
haih.
mistakes though.
Who cares?
B GIRLS WON 2ND FOR BOTH JITI JIAN AND JITI QUAN.
LOLS.
hehe. :x
C girls still rock okayy?
Today's performance was even neater than all our practices.
Congrats to all who won medal.
:D

Saw ___ at _____ _____ today.
Shall I elaborate?
No.
Will say only one words.
Him.

Hahaha. :)
Shall go now.
Pics will be posted later.

12 April 2010

2010-04-12T20:27:00.003+08:00

Thank you Ian.^^
I know I kinda sorta made him broke.
Anyways, this thing looks delicious.
And it is! Yummy-licious.

Halfway through devouring it.
Omg, I nvr thought I'll finish it.

Yups. I did it. Ate up every single bit.
Okayy, not really.
But quite clean sia...

Shiok cann?

Today Science and Art teachers nvr come.

Woah.

I want more of these days.

Haih.

Been more irritatable nowadays.

Sorry Jessica, Jia Yi and Christine.

I can't stand the way some people are suffocating me.

I can't breathe sia...

And its not because of my sch tie larhh.

Bleah :x

Must jiayou for Group event lerhhs.

We're kinda too slack.

Must work harder.

Last comp is at the end of the week.

Must push on, alrightts?

P.S I get to see ___ at _____ _____!

9 April 2010

2010-04-09T23:00:00.003+08:00

Wow.

Who's trophy is this?
Mine!
I can't believe it.
I won the Chong Pang's Next Top Speaker!
Congrats to all 9 finalists especially SYAFIQ!
He got 3rd! ;D

Made friends cann?
We all were like crazy-ing inside the room.
Like we've known each other for a long time lerhhs.
Ye Yu from Orchid Park.
Kai Wen from Ahmad Ibrahim.
Jonas from Yishun Sec.

Plus more.
;D

Thanks Ian! ^^

He made that "poster".

Thank you Ming Shan, Olycia, Hui Shan and Ian.

You guys were the only ones who came to support me.

6 April 2010

2010-04-06T22:16:00.002+08:00

FIRST DAY OF WUSHU COMPETITION!
yeah yeah yeah.
Went for 1st international sword C girls.
Was disappointed.
The standard quite high sia...
Only received a 7.7 out of 10.
haih.

Anyways, C girls medal:
Jia Enn - 1st for 4 duan Broadsword
Ivory - 3rd for 1st International Nandao
Kimberley - 4th for 4 duan Sword

Kim pro cann?
First time get medal lerhh.
Sianx.

Made it to the finals for the speaking competition.
Wahaha :x
W/ Shafiq, Saif and Brandon.
Nervous ehh.

Looking forward to Group event.
Ji Ti Fu Chen!
LOL.

Kayy, shall stop here.
Stress is definately piling up.
Pics and vids will be updated next time.

P.S He's cute lor. ;D

31 March 2010

2010-03-31T22:27:00.002+08:00

Me and Jessica. ;D
On my b'day.

Plus updated presents from XinYi, BeiNing and Jessica.

Book from Jessica.

Purple(smiles)bottle from XinYi.

And "D" keychain from BeiNing.

loves ;D

Anyways,

stressful week coming up.

Monday->Science test, Geog test, English test, Skit rehearsal, Speaking Competition.

Tuesday->Wushu event(!)

Wednesday->Skit rehearsal

Thursday->Actual day for skit performance

Friday->Finally, rest.

Okayy, so monday is most stress.

Sianx -.-

Butbutbut, Ms Wong say if she can't find anyone who's free,

me will be emcee for the english thing.

Wow.

Hopefully yes.

First time sia...

Wow.

Yipee?

Shall sleep soon.

Tmr's sports day includes prefect duty.

haih.

Nights :)

Whatever.

MY BIRTHDAY! 29/03/10

2010-03-29T19:28:00.005+08:00

Special day ain't it?
29 March 2010.

Cos its my birthday!

Wahaha :x

Im 14 now. Jealous right?

LOL.

Presents from my beloveds. ;D

Thank you tons much.

Its so fish like.

hehe :)

I know

Happy Birthday to me!

I feel loved for today.

LOL.

Big thank you to

Ian,Wei Feng, Justin, Amy, Marcia, Kelvin, Hong Wei, Fiona, Ivory and Winnie

for the awesome text messages.

Especially those that came in the middle of the night!

Carebear from Ivory.

Necklace from Jia Qi.

Letter from Amy twinneh.

Name keychain from Hong Wei.

Purse from Joscelin.

Card from Christine, Jia Qi, Jia Yi, Ming Shan, Hui Shan, Ming Hoon, Li Ying, Hui Qing and Jarel.

THANK YOU!

Anyways,

sleepover at church was fun!

Except that before that was wushu and after sleepover was also wushu.

Sianx -.-

I didn't go home between those two wushu trainings.

Pro right?

I know.

Anyways, had ice cream party!

Sweet like hell cann?

Gelat larhh.

Then had birthday cake together w/ Jasmine and En Yong.

100% chocolate sia...

So sweet.

LOL.

Didn't get a chance to have a decent sleep.

So was quite tired for wushu.

But still managed to do my best lehh.

1.32 min and Coach said it was good.

If I keep up this standard, I think I won't worry for competition.

Okayy.

Shall now go and be a good girl and study.

Lalala~

Shuai right? ;D

2010-03-25T21:58:00.003+08:00

Shuai rights?

Jeremy Sumpter.

The guy who played Peter Pan in the 2003 movie Peter Pan.

Omg, he's like so shuai.

*giggles*

Im turning into Amy sia...

Wahaha :x